His name is suddenly mentioned.
Is it only in times of destruction and chaos we sense His Might?
ok.enough of religion or controversy shall start.

on a lighter note......
luuurrrrrrvvveee ya'll.no matter race or religion.
thanks to all who've entered my life.be it in a big way..or small.

those who are in their secondary school daes,still;
take care.smile.chins up you guys.
don't be all glum cox it's over,smile cox it happened.
downfalls are only,so we'd appreciate the perks of life.really.just believe.
those taking o's or major exams next year,revise everyday.consistency.
shall be here for you all if you need someone.
a listening ear,a shoulder to cry or just..a punchbag.kisses to you all.

dear God,
the year's coming to an end.I don't want anything more than just a better life.
You and I both know that i don't need material stuff in life.I need love.I need that someone.
I pray that you'd let me go to poly.prettaye pls?I promise I'll work hard.
I just want to somewhat leave the past behind and start afresh.Whole new.
I don't want my friends to leave.I don't want the love from my family lessened.
I want me to have a more enchanting soul.Cleanse me.I'm praying.Wash my sins away.
You know all I want is just a simple life.
good education.good job.good husband.good kids?oh.you know.and that's enough.
I'll be good.I promise.New Year's resolution.Love will just be a blessing.Life will be a gift from you.

I love Him.I love Allah.

it's late at night and everyone's asleep.
lights off and you're on your bed.you can't help but reminisce can you?
lene.no way am i gonna throw those stuff.call it self-inflicting pain if you want.shrugs.

i need "night friends".
i had to have my phone stolen.argh.farhan.sham.they'd be help.
i need a new best guy friend.just need someone.

and god please..let me pass my o's.promise i'll study hard.
i'll change;i want to.
argh.emo again.

A moment of silence for those who passed away,due to Sumatra's earthquake.May they rest in peace.Amin.

it's late but hell..

MERRY CHRISTMAS DARLINGS!

*looksatnana.at least someone loves me.grins.

anyhow darlings..i've my phone back.drop me your number eh?either at my email or friendster.love love.

my legs hurt.and i'm gonna go job-hunting.and gonna dye my hair.and shop.and...oh..finally stuff to do.

to get a job or not a job?that is the question.

could have gotten a hp todae,but i din have dinner with my folks.
so yes..leave me your numbers at my mail or something.

melv!!email me or something man.not gonna see you for awhile.take care.

i loathe how i'm feeling now.
my bestie's off to US soon.fucking long.i'm gonna miss him.
i've bittersweet memories of him.and a yucky feeling that he might turn gay.gross.
and someone thinks i dun care anymore.

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.FUCK EVERYTHING THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH.WHY ME?HAVEN I GONE THROUGH ENOUGH SHIT?!I WAS INNOCENTLY-SIMPLE BEFORE.YES.INNOCENTLY-SIMPLE.
i'm a simple ladie with simple needs.but life just wants me to experience all these.am i asking much?!oh FUCK.

been eating alot.really alot.

reached the hotel,had some free-time then the dinner.
so much singing.tons got high on the drinks.
8 course meal.sharks fins soup was just guilty pleassure.lucky draw sucked.oh well.betta luck next time.
breakfast buffet the next day.i was feasting away.headed for swimming at sunway lagoon afterwards.not that tanned.boo.
rest.light shopping.dinner was buffet too.again i ate alot.
it was gooooood.rice.pasta.mussels.crabs.crayfish.salmon.oysters.ice cream.fruits.god..list goes on.light shoppin again.
boutiques everywhere.topshop.esprit.giordano.mng.everything you can find in sg.so yea..din buy much.mostly foodstuff.
buffet breakfast the next day and checked out afterwards.

overall...i din do much.eating was fun though.laughs.now i gotta exercise.tas.

i'm backkkkkkkkk....
shall update later.

m'sia tomorrow.3 days and i'm comin back tanned.i swear.smiles.finally.
and hopefully i'll be able to get blades.and clothes.
gonna sleep now.have to wake up at 5 tomorrow.

ready and off i go......

i loved you.i actually did.and for once,i felt whole.
you made me feel special,like as if we were the only ones around.like Adam and Eve.
you were the look who changed me.my perspective of life.
when i first found you,it was your determination to live on that attracted me.

now look darling.what's happened now?
what's happened to you.why to you?us....
where did the one i love go to?how did he become like this?

all these time..i was fooling myself.lying to myself.
"the person i loved never existed".deep down i loved you.still.
the wounds will never be scars and heal.never.
and a question will never be answered."did you ever once loved me?"

now that you're gone,i hope you'd change.for the better.
and that you'd return,wanting to start anew.
i'll be praying for you.praying that you'd want to change.
it's because i care.not because i love you.or is it?

aye.it's already the 15th and i've some packing to do.
heading to m'sia.yes.i can shop and get a lil' tanned.
at least i'm 'working out' and having fun.
eversince i stopped oac,i've been feeling lethargic.
no exercise,no thrills,no dragon-boat whatsoever.aye...i miss d.B!!!!

and finally.i've stuff to do.went to shaz hse just now.
home-made macaroni and cheese.yums.
and it's the time again when it's only the 3 of us.
talking.yesh.gurl-talk.reminisce.siiigggghhhh
anyway....i'm gonna hit the sack.and i think i'm gonna take visualcomm at TP.
wokae...i've no idea why i said that.
head screaming: you need sleeeeeeppppp

towned with the ladies and fala's sis.
lookin forward to my cousin's pit on thurs,
hopefully i can go.
hell.boredom's killin me.groans.
can someone call me out?oh fuck.i need a phone!!

khai..can't believe you're still mad at me.sigh.
and i wished i've got sham's number.miss that fella.

ok..i'll stop the emo shiat.

bored.bored.bored.heeeeeeeeellllllllllpppppppp
i want prince charming toooooooooo.
charlene!!!i need your wall.laughs

emo.dunno why.
maybe i'm fussy.maybe i'm just down with the luck.
can't seem to find someone matured enough.
ok..i'm fussy.
oh hell.piss off.

i hope that the NABEICHEEBYEMUTHAFUCKING BITCH
who took my phone will rot in hell


prom was great.
booty-ed through the night.
great night.great music.great dance.
the greatest about yesterday was the great love.
the love from both my parents.
thank you to both.i heart you.will always.
and those of you who came to prom,thank you.sincerely.
my charming charlene,thanks for the help darl.heart you too.muakx.

prom's comin.so not ready.
well...at least i've got help.
thanks darling.

how many misfits must i have,before i meet my one-winged angel*?
all those darl's,i-miss-you's and love-you's.
you're making me miss having someone.
our paths crossed once,but nothing developed.
now you've come back,what's the reason then?
what's the reason for our paths to cross again.
when you do know,tell me please?

"my love for you will never end,
you'll always be a part of me.
as long as time keeps on passing by,
you'll always be my baby boy."

that cat got beat.TAAAAUUUUUFFFFFFFIIIIIIIIIIIIIKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!
need i say more?smirks.sly fans not happy?rollseyes

supposingly to have lunch with you.
but you cancelled.your lost.

met the ladies for some blading and fun in the waters.
skateshop rates are goooodddd.$7 for 4hrs.
after blading and cycling,went swimming.we were suppose to have pizza and watch s'pore idol at my place.todae was pure fun.until.
you talked to your bf.fuck your bf la.controlling your life.
bastard.history's like repeating.i'm pissed,balls.
screw him.self-praising,control-freak,egocentric.
mannnnnnn.screw him screw him.fucking pissed.

25o788;NP-HLM
[msn] silverbubble_gal@hotmail.com

-
I always wonder what it'd be like..
To be able to sleep amongst the clouds.

His name is suddenly mentioned.
Is it only in times of destruction and chaos we sense His Might?
ok.enough of religion or controversy shall start.

on a lighter note......
luuurrrrrrvvveee ya'll.no matter race or religion.
thanks to all who've entered my life.be it in a big way..or small.

those who are in their secondary school daes,still;
take care.smile.chins up you guys.
don't be all glum cox it's over,smile cox it happened.
downfalls are only,so we'd appreciate the perks of life.really.just believe.
those taking o's or major exams next year,revise everyday.consistency.
shall be here for you all if you need someone.
a listening ear,a shoulder to cry or just..a punchbag.kisses to you all.

dear God,
the year's coming to an end.I don't want anything more than just a better life.
You and I both know that i don't need material stuff in life.I need love.I need that someone.
I pray that you'd let me go to poly.prettaye pls?I promise I'll work hard.
I just want to somewhat leave the past behind and start afresh.Whole new.
I don't want my friends to leave.I don't want the love from my family lessened.
I want me to have a more enchanting soul.Cleanse me.I'm praying.Wash my sins away.
You know all I want is just a simple life.
good education.good job.good husband.good kids?oh.you know.and that's enough.
I'll be good.I promise.New Year's resolution.Love will just be a blessing.Life will be a gift from you.

I love Him.I love Allah.

it's late at night and everyone's asleep.
lights off and you're on your bed.you can't help but reminisce can you?
lene.no way am i gonna throw those stuff.call it self-inflicting pain if you want.shrugs.

i need "night friends".
i had to have my phone stolen.argh.farhan.sham.they'd be help.
i need a new best guy friend.just need someone.

and god please..let me pass my o's.promise i'll study hard.
i'll change;i want to.
argh.emo again.

A moment of silence for those who passed away,due to Sumatra's earthquake.May they rest in peace.Amin.

it's late but hell..

MERRY CHRISTMAS DARLINGS!

*looksatnana.at least someone loves me.grins.

anyhow darlings..i've my phone back.drop me your number eh?either at my email or friendster.love love.

my legs hurt.and i'm gonna go job-hunting.and gonna dye my hair.and shop.and...oh..finally stuff to do.

to get a job or not a job?that is the question.

could have gotten a hp todae,but i din have dinner with my folks.
so yes..leave me your numbers at my mail or something.

melv!!email me or something man.not gonna see you for awhile.take care.

i loathe how i'm feeling now.
my bestie's off to US soon.fucking long.i'm gonna miss him.
i've bittersweet memories of him.and a yucky feeling that he might turn gay.gross.
and someone thinks i dun care anymore.

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.FUCK EVERYTHING THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH.WHY ME?HAVEN I GONE THROUGH ENOUGH SHIT?!I WAS INNOCENTLY-SIMPLE BEFORE.YES.INNOCENTLY-SIMPLE.
i'm a simple ladie with simple needs.but life just wants me to experience all these.am i asking much?!oh FUCK.

been eating alot.really alot.

reached the hotel,had some free-time then the dinner.
so much singing.tons got high on the drinks.
8 course meal.sharks fins soup was just guilty pleassure.lucky draw sucked.oh well.betta luck next time.
breakfast buffet the next day.i was feasting away.headed for swimming at sunway lagoon afterwards.not that tanned.boo.
rest.light shopping.dinner was buffet too.again i ate alot.
it was gooooood.rice.pasta.mussels.crabs.crayfish.salmon.oysters.ice cream.fruits.god..list goes on.light shoppin again.
boutiques everywhere.topshop.esprit.giordano.mng.everything you can find in sg.so yea..din buy much.mostly foodstuff.
buffet breakfast the next day and checked out afterwards.

overall...i din do much.eating was fun though.laughs.now i gotta exercise.tas.

i'm backkkkkkkkk....
shall update later.

m'sia tomorrow.3 days and i'm comin back tanned.i swear.smiles.finally.
and hopefully i'll be able to get blades.and clothes.
gonna sleep now.have to wake up at 5 tomorrow.

ready and off i go......

i loved you.i actually did.and for once,i felt whole.
you made me feel special,like as if we were the only ones around.like Adam and Eve.
you were the look who changed me.my perspective of life.
when i first found you,it was your determination to live on that attracted me.

now look darling.what's happened now?
what's happened to you.why to you?us....
where did the one i love go to?how did he become like this?

all these time..i was fooling myself.lying to myself.
"the person i loved never existed".deep down i loved you.still.
the wounds will never be scars and heal.never.
and a question will never be answered."did you ever once loved me?"

now that you're gone,i hope you'd change.for the better.
and that you'd return,wanting to start anew.
i'll be praying for you.praying that you'd want to change.
it's because i care.not because i love you.or is it?

aye.it's already the 15th and i've some packing to do.
heading to m'sia.yes.i can shop and get a lil' tanned.
at least i'm 'working out' and having fun.
eversince i stopped oac,i've been feeling lethargic.
no exercise,no thrills,no dragon-boat whatsoever.aye...i miss d.B!!!!

and finally.i've stuff to do.went to shaz hse just now.
home-made macaroni and cheese.yums.
and it's the time again when it's only the 3 of us.
talking.yesh.gurl-talk.reminisce.siiigggghhhh
anyway....i'm gonna hit the sack.and i think i'm gonna take visualcomm at TP.
wokae...i've no idea why i said that.
head screaming: you need sleeeeeeppppp

towned with the ladies and fala's sis.
lookin forward to my cousin's pit on thurs,
hopefully i can go.
hell.boredom's killin me.groans.
can someone call me out?oh fuck.i need a phone!!

khai..can't believe you're still mad at me.sigh.
and i wished i've got sham's number.miss that fella.

ok..i'll stop the emo shiat.

bored.bored.bored.heeeeeeeeellllllllllpppppppp
i want prince charming toooooooooo.
charlene!!!i need your wall.laughs

emo.dunno why.
maybe i'm fussy.maybe i'm just down with the luck.
can't seem to find someone matured enough.
ok..i'm fussy.
oh hell.piss off.

i hope that the NABEICHEEBYEMUTHAFUCKING BITCH
who took my phone will rot in hell


prom was great.
booty-ed through the night.
great night.great music.great dance.
the greatest about yesterday was the great love.
the love from both my parents.
thank you to both.i heart you.will always.
and those of you who came to prom,thank you.sincerely.
my charming charlene,thanks for the help darl.heart you too.muakx.

prom's comin.so not ready.
well...at least i've got help.
thanks darling.

how many misfits must i have,before i meet my one-winged angel*?
all those darl's,i-miss-you's and love-you's.
you're making me miss having someone.
our paths crossed once,but nothing developed.
now you've come back,what's the reason then?
what's the reason for our paths to cross again.
when you do know,tell me please?

"my love for you will never end,
you'll always be a part of me.
as long as time keeps on passing by,
you'll always be my baby boy."

that cat got beat.TAAAAUUUUUFFFFFFFIIIIIIIIIIIIIKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!
need i say more?smirks.sly fans not happy?rollseyes

supposingly to have lunch with you.
but you cancelled.your lost.

met the ladies for some blading and fun in the waters.
skateshop rates are goooodddd.$7 for 4hrs.
after blading and cycling,went swimming.we were suppose to have pizza and watch s'pore idol at my place.todae was pure fun.until.
you talked to your bf.fuck your bf la.controlling your life.
bastard.history's like repeating.i'm pissed,balls.
screw him.self-praising,control-freak,egocentric.
mannnnnnn.screw him screw him.fucking pissed.

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