amidst the clouds

♥ Wednesday, January 31, 2007

11:58 PM

make me tipsy.

The awful task of deleting the many fugly/redundent pictures,in my many sub folders in My Pictures,is only half-done:(
You cannot believe how many I've actually deleted already.It would probably have accumulated to the same number of people in my course (go figure).

And as ironic as it may sound,
here's some new pictures.

the shatec girl and me

Not as good as the people from Deviant,
but..

it's been awhile

Don't ask me why or anything,but I'll be at the Senoko Incineration Plant.To top it all off,I have to be in school by 8.30am.The only good news is the trip being 10% of my finals and me not having any other class after 10.30am:)

And I end off with,

"Art is food." -Meryl Streep

♥

12:29 AM

and it's a thousand words on it's own.

It's the conture of your face,your hazelnut-brown eyes,your delicately sharp nose,your kissable lips,your wavy golden locks.

It's the way your eyes gleam with so much passion,your lips utter words of such sincerity and depth,the way you smile and laugh with so much joy.It's just the way you make me feel...

You're a painting on it's own,boy.
And I wish you knew how much I adore you.

♥ Monday, January 29, 2007

11:00 PM

the beginning to happiness

MY BESTFRIEND'S BACK YO!<3

Yes,the beautifool love is back in sunny singapore,and for good.You can take a bet that I am not letting her off anytime soon.At least not till we're both able to head across the Causeway,and further,on our own.

It's Tuesdayyy tomoroooow!
Watch out,half-priced waffles:)))))

♥ Sunday, January 28, 2007

11:34 PM

shimmer delight.

After a long day's work,seeing millions of stars gave that fuzzy warm feeling.

(Okay,so they weren't actually stars in millions..but rows of lights in the carparks of Kallang,which looked like huge round stars.)

And they made me feel almost as comfortable,as when you wrap your arms around me.

-

On another note,I desire to study.
Now ain't that some ironic shit.

Like who in the right frame of mind,would actually love the idea of cramming their head with theory?Much less,something which would come out as verbal vomit in 2weeks time.Tell me who and I would gladly put Akon's new song into action.

(Then again..that *coughpersoncough* could probably want to direct him/herself away from feeling like useless crap.Which is especially when you suck at self-expression and the fact that your best friend's away on 'holiday'.)

Anyway,good luck for those with the exams.To the rest,thank you for your time and don't bother till after the 14th of February.

I no longer feel all warm and fuzzy..
But I hope you guys would have better days.

♥

1:18 AM

chasing cars.

What's a game without traffic jams over all Kallang?So what was a 45mins ride became one that took 2hours.But it was nice to see all the fans.

Despite the different flags and jerseys,there weren't any other contrast between Malaysian fans and our own.You could possibly smell the scent of patriotism (sp?) in the stadium (even though I wasn't there).And as the patriotic sucker I am,I'm glad we won.

Go Lions!

With that,my day ends with a bittersweet note.Partly due to an incident on the home,which has left my legs all jittery.I'm keeping mum about it,so don't bother asking.

COUNTDOWN TO RETURN OF BFF : 1 DAY

♥ Saturday, January 27, 2007

12:41 AM

diamond-studded love.

Self-reflection days are gone and along with it,goes all the emomomo.It's been a nasty game of tug-of-war but I somehow managed to pull through.Sad how I always tend to get too emotionally-attached to issues and especially,people.

What a hurdle it was,babe.

-

Anyway,a note for BRD girls:

I'll be organising a netball-cum-reunion in late Feb.For starters,please tell me when your holidays are.It'd be great for everyone to come.No excuse for all the workaholics,because I'd be telling you in advance.

So ladies,please contact me asap.
91260698 or silverbubble_gal@hotmail.com

Much love.

-

With january almost coming to an end,it simply means the few days left till the BFF returns.But to my dismay,her departure will be extended.What sheer 'luck'.

Now for a concern of mine.

It's come to my attention (oh,the formality) that there is negligence in my role as a friend.I sincerely apologise for the fact that I've not been around.For emotional support,or even as social as for a cup of coffee.

The reason for some of you was because I hadn't the slightest chance for a form of communictaion between us.For majority,it was the lack of time and energy (and as much as I hate to say this..love).

So forgive me,for I have sinned.
Let's get together and have some jolly good fun okay?

{p/s}
My eyes are doing their thing.Someone please tell me what it means,when your eyes continuosly twitch.

♥ Saturday, January 20, 2007

1:01 AM

i nose too.

Well hello,Id.
You're too kind.

Speaking of myself and noses..

It seems that that Wendy blogger girl's getting a nose job.She ought to just leave me cousin alone and..Well,go figure.

That was my attempt at being subtle,because it's Awal Muharram.But religious or not,ethical or not,that should have just stayed from where it came from.Oh well.

(FYI: Awal Muharram is the 'New Year',following the Islamic calendar).

Time to sleep.
Till next time,everyone.

-

And with a bitchfit,that's my nose for you.
It's the mucus from the flu,you see.

The prayers ealier on,hit a cord with me which has caused a zen vibe to spew.Time to position oddly on my bed,with my little black book in hand (I don't mean to use that "little black book" phrase,but it literally is).

To seep into my world of half-reality and allow myself to be engulfed in visions and delusions.To let everything go naked and allow self-reflection,101 Idiot's Guide to Life Lessons and rambling words take over.

See you when I see you,world.

♥ Friday, January 19, 2007

12:36 AM

no one said anything.

It's not possible to re-love someone..is it?

-

I'm a stupidfuck if I were to send that boy a text.
"GO SLEEP NOW,NIS!"

♥ Tuesday, January 16, 2007

10:03 PM

in sickness and in health.

At this very moment,I've got Pepsi sliding down my thorat.And with that,I hope to get better.

Yeap,I'm pretty much deluding myself.

-

Your golden locks..
They make me ~~crazy~~,boy.

♥ Monday, January 15, 2007

9:38 PM

teary eyes and runny nose.

What's worse was having blood coming out of me.

I predict a trip to that place that reeks of cough syrups and sterilisation.I also predict Nisa's parents telling her of how she should have listen to them,about taking the many cultivars of supplements.

Let's hope the trip to the clinic,won't lead to a trip to the hospital.Like how she fainted,twice.With an audience for both times,nonetheless.

Goodnight,everyone.Wish her well.
This is Nisa's nose for you.

♥ Saturday, January 13, 2007

10:18 PM

can we just go.

I shouldn't be blogging now,or at least. . this shouldn't be something I should be doing first.Instead,I should be typing words like "Type of Fertiliser" and "Plant Growth" on Microsoft Word.

Then again,the keyword here is "should".

Anway..The whole entry was suppose to be about work and how fun it was for us to be bitching about "this person".This is my attempt at being subtle,for I fear he might come across here(espite his age being three-o).Like what do you think of a 30-year old havig a bloody Friendster account?Oh boy.

i'm sure he's trying to get girls to do BJs.

Did I just fucking say that?!That was like self-pollution for my poor mind.I should really just shut up and go to my bloody report.

♥ Wednesday, January 10, 2007

11:44 PM

hi bitch.

I'm cranky and emo.
And you needn't care.
Goodbye,bitch.

♥ Tuesday, January 09, 2007

9:40 PM

a feel from the Ice Queen

Rainy days are nice when you've got a Quiksilver sweatshirt on,or someone's arms around you.Not having either,makes you feel as if you've been shoved into an ice fridge naked.

It doesn't help either that we have moronic,thick-skinned (metaphorically and literally speaking) bus uncles.Despite knowing that Mr.Sunshine's hidden somewhere between the clouds,they still have the nerve to blast the bloody air-con further.What is it with you people and cold temperatures on rainy days anyway?!GAH.

Oh shit.
I hear me Copic markers..

♥ Monday, January 08, 2007

1:04 AM

the last nerve.

She's tired.
She's cranky.
She's bloody broke.
She's got shitload of schoolwork.
She's craving for a Mac BigBreakfast.

It's during these times that you realise the necessity of a chocolate overload (unless someone's thinking of sharing,me is too broke for a pack).

Oh fuck the diets and running,girl..

♥ Sunday, January 07, 2007

3:19 AM

action-pack friday.

A shot of action yesterday,having drama-mams as actors.But the day took a good turn,with a drive down to ECP for supper.If you're really desperate to know every single detail of Nisa's daily,then visit Hafiz's blog.You'd get a vague idea of sort anyway.

Other than that was a 12-hour shift at work earlier on.What I got along with my pay is an angry stomach and very,very sore feet.

And I've my untouched duo-project (supposingly a pair work with that Makcik in Pasir Ris) to be drawn,coloured and handed up next Friday.

This is utter bullocks.
Gah.

♥ Thursday, January 04, 2007

2:39 AM

that's what you think

1. You can only say YES or NO.
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone tags/comments and ask.

-

1. Taken a picture naked? NO
2. Painted your room? NO
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? NO
4. Drove a car? NO
5. Danced in front of your mirror? YES
6. Have a crush? YES
7. Been dumped? YES
8. Stole money from friend? NO
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? YES
10. Been in a fist fight? YES

11. Snuck out of your house? YES
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? YES
13. Gotten into trouble with the law? YES
14. Made out with a stranger? NO
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? YES
16. Left your house without telling your parents? YES
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? NO
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? YES
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? YES
20. Slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex? YES

21. Been on a plane? YES
22. Kissed a picture? YES
23. Slept in until 3PM? YES
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? YES
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? YES
26. Made a snow angel? NO
27. Played dress up? YES
28. Cheated while playing a game? YES
29. Been lonely? YES
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? YES

31. Been to a club? YES
32. Felt an earthquake? NO
33. Touched a snake? YES
34. Ran a red light? NO
35. Been suspended from school? NO
36. Had detention? YES
37. Been in a car accident? NO
38. Hated the way you look? YES
39. Witnessed a crime? YES
40. Pole danced? NO

41. Been lost? YES
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? YES
43. Felt like dying? YES
44. Cried yourself to sleep? YES
46. Sang karaoke? YES
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? YES
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? YES
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? NO
50. Kissed in the rain? YES

51. Sing in the shower? YES
52. Made love in a park? NO
53. Had a dream that you married someone? YES
54. Glued your hand to something? NO
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? NO
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? NO
57. Been a cheerleader? YES
58. Sat on a roof top? YES
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? NO
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? YES

61. Hurt yourself intentionally? YES
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? YES
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? NO
64. Broken a bone? NO
65. Been easily amused? YES
66. Laugh so hard you cry? YES
67. Fainted in public? YES
68. Cheated on a test? YES
69. Forgotten someone's name? YES
70. Slept naked? YES

71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? NO
73. Blacked out from drinking? NO
74. Played a prank on someone? YES
75. Gone to a late night movie? YES
76. Made love to anything not human? NO
77. Failed a class? YES
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? NO
79. Not sleep for more than a day? YES
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? YES

81. Do you celebrate the 4th of July? NO
82. Thrown strange objects? YES
83. Felt like killing someone? YES
84. Thought about running away? YES
85. Ran away? NO
86. Did drugs? NO
87. Had detention and not attend it? YES
89. Made a parent cry? YES
90. Cried over someone? YES

91. Have more than one diary? YES
92. Dated someone more than once? YES
93. Gotten embarass on a date? YES
94. Own an instrument? YES
95. Been in a band? NO
96. Drank 25 sodas in a day? NO
97. Broken a cd? YES
98. Shot a gun? NO
99. Seen someone die? NO

-

It's 3am,I couldn't help it.
And I know you want to know what I know.
Okay,goodnight.

♥

1:56 AM

i think i remember you.

What with everyone constantly changing and all,I think it'd be fair for re-introductions.Possible exaggeration on my part,but you got to admit that I'm right somewhere along the line.

-

Was out with the boys for "Confessions of Pain".Fuad was asleep as soon as the show started (in scuh an odd position,nonetheless).If you're thinking of catching it,you might as well give me the 8bucks eh.

-

Okay,I digress.

Change (a) is constant.
Learning (b) is constant.

Conculsion:
Since a = b and if we're c,then the subtract of a or b from c..would equal to b or a,respectively.The addition of a + b would then result into the formation of c.

How I love Algebra sometimes.

{p/s}
Aisha love..It was such a nice suprise seeing you again,after manymany monkey years.Coffee soon eh.

♥ Wednesday, January 03, 2007

2:46 AM

maybe this time,i need a stick.

We convince ourselves the umpteenth time
that things are gonna be okay.
But will we really have happy endings?
Or are we just deluded?

We'll never know now,would we.

♥

2:28 AM

you the master,us the puppets.

What are the odds of your kindergarden friend (who also happens to be a friend of your ex's),having sent your MacD supper to you in the wee hours of the morning?

Not much..but it did to me.

Either it's Him telling me some life-learning lesson.Or it's just a sick joke to add to my already-miserable days,epitome of PMS + a dash of longing for the sorely missed (not that you give a rat's ass).

I hope the bestfriend's okay.She doesn't know how badly she's been missed and how I long for another trip to any place of affliation to my workplace.For us to sit down with a Caramel Frappucino for her and a no-whip Mocha Frappucino for me.

Maybe I'll sleep in early tonight.

And that is Nis's misery talking.
Goodnight,bitch.

♥ Tuesday, January 02, 2007

12:34 AM

there was no sha for the shee.

Despite comfortably decked out in sexy clothing and lingerie,it was almost like any other day.To top it off,no sheesha for me and the guys just because (we don't know why,really).What a waste,wasn't it.

And the BFF won't be back till Jan28.

So much for the New Year's.
Ho well.

-

Dear Jughead,
I wish you knew of this little girl who's infatuated with you.

{p/s}
I think I'm going for a jog later.
Anyone for Mc D's in the morning?

♥ Monday, January 01, 2007

6:00 AM

spanking new.

Good morning,humans!The sun's rays have yet to seep through the fluffy clouds,yet I'm still wide-eyed.Work or no work,today the record of coming back real late has been broken.It was close to 5am,when I stepped into the house.

And 2007 already huh.
So what if it's another year?

It only means more finance output.
It only means you've to work your ass off more.
It only means Bush is going to start more wars.
It's the same old stuff,just of a different magnitude.

But like everyone else..
I pray I won't have such bad luck in love.
I pray that everyone's happy and well.
I pray Bush would die,so that there could finally be Peace.

So,a happy 2007 to everyone but more importantly..Selamat Aidil Adha to all muslims.Now it's time to say Goodbye and Goodnight.