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♥ Saturday, October 28, 2006
8:42 PM

i forgot how much it hurts



I'm still stuck in the vicious cycle.

♥ Thursday, October 19, 2006
11:37 AM

clicking these red heels.

There ought to be more random things because they apparently are a source of buckets of joy (for me,at least).Random things,random titles and especially..random people.

So the trips down to NP have started,and I've had a taste of what the next weeks of the new semester would be like.

The first few days were prettaye deary with boring lectures and tutorials,but nonetheless it was non-stop laughter with the group of idiots at school (I love you all the same).HOHO.

This is my time-table,take note people.

Mon: 8am-4pm (ODD Week) / 12pm-4pm (EVEN Week)
Tue: 8am-3pm (ODD Week) / 2pm-4pm (EVEN Week)
Wed: 10am-3pm (ODD Week) / 1pm-3pm (EVEN Week)
Thu: 9am-3pm (ODD Week) / no school (EVEN Week)
Fri: 9am-5pm (ODD and EVEN Week)

**Starting from the 23rd Oct,it's an EVEN Week.


Not a tad bad at all,considering how I can work now and still have a day off from school and all.

I've had a train of thoughts but they're all lost now.Most importantly,I'm happy.I'm tired but still happy and contented with what I have now.

Goodnight,everyone.
Selamat Hari Raya (in advance)!
Maaf Zahir Dan Batin <3

♥ Thursday, October 12, 2006
1:10 AM

my way of saying,
"i love you".


What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

- "What Hurts The Most" by Rascal Flatts

♥ Tuesday, October 10, 2006
12:16 AM

the lighter to your ciggarette




The haze has made humidity levels gone 37516498 notches up and the fan,in my brother's room is going everywhere but at me.So with the humidity levels up,it means that I gulp down about 50 million jugs of water at every break-fast.Where's all the raindrops when you need some.

And what's the Fasting Month without loads of good food from Geylang(now what have I yet to gobble down),cookie-baking (which I've yet to get down to) and some spring cleaning (but more like ransacking the whole house and throwing junk out).

Speaking of spring-cleaning..
Guess what I found?

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The little bottles that contained torn-pages from my past diaries and letters.I remember ripping them out of anger to spite my Mum because I was pretty mad.But who was I to know?A stupid 15 year old with truckloads of raging hormones.3years down the road and it's a blessing in disguise.

Almost every chunk of those pages had Ben's name inscribed on it.
(Yes,I've played the part of psycho-ex girlfriend and have been obsessed-irks-)
(No,I'm not still in love with him and my past is pretty much irrelevent now-smiles-)

The tone that was used for all that writing was of a girl who was stupidly "in love",thankyouverymuch.If there was any way to piece all of them together,I think I'd be having a ball laughing right nowSo off they go,sealed and delivered to the the nearest recycling bin.

Bad memories not meant to be kept.
And I was freaky,wasn't I.

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To B M Z,

I sincerely apologise for all that obsession because I didn't know any better.If I did,I would just have left you quietly and gone merry-dating as soon as I found out about your infidelity.My best friend tells me you've changed slightly though.Then again,who would know better than yourself.

Well good luck and cheers,boy.

♥ Thursday, October 05, 2006
11:34 PM

The epitome of change.

We all know change is constant.But we forgot that as time fast as time flies,so does change.Feez was looking through the pictures in her phone,and then she realise this.




10o52006


041o2006


So we realised that we've changed so much in such a short span of time,plus with the help of new clothes and a tad bit make-up of course.Speaking of clothes,I've just cleared my wardrobe (I'm only using this word because it's to differentiate the many cupboards in my room;there's 5 altogether).So there's my reason for more clothes,mummy dear.

(psst..You could buy for me too,since X'mas isn't far off.)
Yeah,I'm pushing my luck.

Anyhows,was out with the 2 of them yesterday.First "John Tucker Must Die" with Feez,then off to fetch Shaz and head off for buke.

Uncle Steven was THE BOMB okay.Not only were we driven in style (Mercs taxi.harhar),he also blasted the music for us.The next thing we knew..all four of us were singing "Stand By Me" in the bloody cab.Yeap,my butt didn't want to sit quietly.

We had chicken rice with dishes and all,that would have left us full for a month.Despite being really hungry,most of the food (except the sambal ikan pari) didn't appeal to us that much.

Nonetheless,Simpang was awesome.

We had Famous Amos cookies and many cups of teh tarik/teh ice afterwards.How could anything go wrong then..with that and good company.For the fab day out,thanks girls.

Next food adventure: Bedok Corner :)

♥ Tuesday, October 03, 2006
12:46 AM

Spread The Love.



The vid sent my heart into dance,with abit of tearing (even with the second round of viewing).Sometimes we tend to get ourselves too caught up with trying to find ways to live life,that we actually forget about living it.

We forget what a difference,something so little and simple,could actually do to another person.This kind of love seems to not exist anymore.But now we know..

That there's still hope.

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So spread the love,
and hugs to ya'll.
from Nis <3