♥
Friday, April 27, 2007
guessing gameEverything happens for a reason,doesn't it.So having to go for the all-day (not to mention,redundent) "Basic Hygiene Course" for work tomorrow,is probably the best fucking idea ever.Make new friends over many cups of coffee and be bloody brilliant in the 101 techniques of sanitisation.
No,really.Because then I'd be able to (somehow) forget that you called because you needed something.That you didn't call because you were finally okay with us being friends and all,or to ask me how I was.(Fuck,I'll stop right there and give my thanks.)
So thank you,Iszam.
For requesting me to wake up bright and early,just so I'd head down to the streets of Tanjong Pagar,to be more knowledgable in how to clean everything more efficiently.
-
On a lighter note,
HAPPY LEGALITY TO JARED PETER DE MELLO!
You know that despite all your mat entics and all the times that you piss the shit out of me,I still love you all the same.Because us being girls,we like pretty boys and are never able to resist them how we'd like.You are a pretty boy okay,and that's that.
So here's to the many bottles of Absolut,champagne and beer that you'd be downing (not that it was a trouble for you before),on this joyous occasion.Have a butt-spanking weekends,love.
See you Sunday!
♥
through every raindropIt's pouring outside,heavy downpour and forceful blows of wind.You're alone at home,with no lights on and no one around.Just you and everything non-living,everything so still and silent.And you're not crying..
This is when you know that somehow,
you're not missing out on
much.
I don't know how to describe it.Or maybe it's because there are no words (or not enough of words) in the English language,to describe such a feeling.Maybe this is what love is..
Indescrible.
-
{edit} I've taken out some parts because really,it was just too deep.Too naked for a thought,to be read by just mindless souls in need for good gossip.
♥
'pop' goes my finger
"Let's just sit by the bay,
till the stars fall off the sky.
Or at least until you don't love me anymore..
then maybe it'll be goodbye."Right now..I think there's alot more popping that's occuring.My whole body feels all tensed and my calves feel like as if,it's been constrained by a clamp.You know..that cramping when you've cycled non-stop from Marine Parade to Bedok Jetty at an awfully fast pace.Yeah,that one.
Anyway,I went to my workplace just now.I wouldn't have bothered to go all the way there,just to claim 24bucks.I wouldn't,really..had I not be so broke (and only the fucking second week of school).What also sucks is having your finger slammed by a door,in a haste to do some important 'business',causing the blood vessels under your nail to burst.My middle finger has a birth-mark now.Nyeh.
But..
The trip wasn't all that bad,considering since I was sent there in a Mercs Kompressor.Weeee:) Thank you again,Mr. Chen Boxun.And that my butt kept getting harassed by the people at work.I swear sometimes,you just dress so right that it becomes wrong(yes.No sense,I know).
Anyhows..another happy note to add is being class-less from today till the coming Wednesday.Finally!Days to sleep in,till just in time for good ol' hearty brunch.And if I really can't come up with plans for later,I'll just get back to the very much nagged about pre-renovation process.
Well time to go,kids.
Call me out for the rest of the days eh?
Have a good night,ya'll.
♥
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
like candy for the babyI don't mind.
Forgetting everything and being friends.
Because..what can I do,really.
♥
Sunday, April 22, 2007
speech dsyfunction
Nothing I say will change anything.
So how now brown cow?
♥
Thursday, April 19, 2007
we'll be okay"Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me."
-"Goodbye my Lover",James Blunt
There isn't much to say for what's happened in the drag of the few days.No,scrape that.There is
alot to be said,but I find no necessity in them.Not when you're out of sight and sound,and especially not when we both know that assumptions=bullshit.
But what I want and
need to say,is this.
For all the times when you've been there; to cheer me up,to comfort me.For all the times you never fail to inject your unusual sense of humour.For all the silly jokes,that only we understood.For all the interesting that I would never have known,if not for you telling (such enlightenment,btw:)).For all the name-calling and cursing,as a form of endearment.
And lastly,for giving me the strength,hope and faith again.
This is what love is about.
Thank you,tubby.
Do take care and know that I'll always be here.
(I love you)
{p/s} By some miracle,please see this.
♥
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
all good things
Simmer down ya'll.
I can't help it that this space is lacking of visuals and more importantly words (considering the fact that I've had alot of things coming and going).Everything's covered in plastic at home,so much so,that I have difficulty finding lingerie in the morning.The house is undergoing upgrading you see.Oh!And possible renovation.
So eversince I last blogged,these have happened.
1) trigger trip to BATAM
2) holiday in Beijing
3) Hasyim's goodbye
4) shooting in the midst of CityHall
5) started school
6) fell in love
Alot eh?But let's just ignore the last point.
Because maybe..
It was just a phase.
Maybe I'm the phase.
Maybe everything is fucked up and not as simple.
Maybe we weren't meant to be.
Maybe you've already left me.
Maybe..you never did love me in the first place.
Maybe I'm having all this shit in my head,just because you didn't reply or pick up my calls.Maybe.School would have been a drag,if not for the gang.It's because of these people that I wake up for school,despite the dead boring lectures (in which the lecturer has already blacklisted me).And I am especially thankful for the girls,the Makcik and the Webmaster:)
Oh yes.Malyna feels the same way,only because it has made her more thankful of what she has.It seems that,it's a blessing to have friends who have a shittier problem than you.Haha.You know I sayang you eh.
Time to drown in AutoCAD and emo thoughts (like you could really blame me).
Okay bye.
♥
Friday, April 27, 2007
guessing gameEverything happens for a reason,doesn't it.So having to go for the all-day (not to mention,redundent) "Basic Hygiene Course" for work tomorrow,is probably the best fucking idea ever.Make new friends over many cups of coffee and be bloody brilliant in the 101 techniques of sanitisation.
No,really.Because then I'd be able to (somehow) forget that you called because you needed something.That you didn't call because you were finally okay with us being friends and all,or to ask me how I was.(Fuck,I'll stop right there and give my thanks.)
So thank you,Iszam.
For requesting me to wake up bright and early,just so I'd head down to the streets of Tanjong Pagar,to be more knowledgable in how to clean everything more efficiently.
-
On a lighter note,
HAPPY LEGALITY TO JARED PETER DE MELLO!
You know that despite all your mat entics and all the times that you piss the shit out of me,I still love you all the same.Because us being girls,we like pretty boys and are never able to resist them how we'd like.You are a pretty boy okay,and that's that.
So here's to the many bottles of Absolut,champagne and beer that you'd be downing (not that it was a trouble for you before),on this joyous occasion.Have a butt-spanking weekends,love.
See you Sunday!
♥
through every raindropIt's pouring outside,heavy downpour and forceful blows of wind.You're alone at home,with no lights on and no one around.Just you and everything non-living,everything so still and silent.And you're not crying..
This is when you know that somehow,
you're not missing out on
much.
I don't know how to describe it.Or maybe it's because there are no words (or not enough of words) in the English language,to describe such a feeling.Maybe this is what love is..
Indescrible.
-
{edit} I've taken out some parts because really,it was just too deep.Too naked for a thought,to be read by just mindless souls in need for good gossip.
♥
'pop' goes my finger
"Let's just sit by the bay,
till the stars fall off the sky.
Or at least until you don't love me anymore..
then maybe it'll be goodbye."Right now..I think there's alot more popping that's occuring.My whole body feels all tensed and my calves feel like as if,it's been constrained by a clamp.You know..that cramping when you've cycled non-stop from Marine Parade to Bedok Jetty at an awfully fast pace.Yeah,that one.
Anyway,I went to my workplace just now.I wouldn't have bothered to go all the way there,just to claim 24bucks.I wouldn't,really..had I not be so broke (and only the fucking second week of school).What also sucks is having your finger slammed by a door,in a haste to do some important 'business',causing the blood vessels under your nail to burst.My middle finger has a birth-mark now.Nyeh.
But..
The trip wasn't all that bad,considering since I was sent there in a Mercs Kompressor.Weeee:) Thank you again,Mr. Chen Boxun.And that my butt kept getting harassed by the people at work.I swear sometimes,you just dress so right that it becomes wrong(yes.No sense,I know).
Anyhows..another happy note to add is being class-less from today till the coming Wednesday.Finally!Days to sleep in,till just in time for good ol' hearty brunch.And if I really can't come up with plans for later,I'll just get back to the very much nagged about pre-renovation process.
Well time to go,kids.
Call me out for the rest of the days eh?
Have a good night,ya'll.
♥
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
like candy for the babyI don't mind.
Forgetting everything and being friends.
Because..what can I do,really.
♥
Sunday, April 22, 2007
speech dsyfunction
Nothing I say will change anything.
So how now brown cow?
♥
Thursday, April 19, 2007
we'll be okay"Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me."
-"Goodbye my Lover",James Blunt
There isn't much to say for what's happened in the drag of the few days.No,scrape that.There is
alot to be said,but I find no necessity in them.Not when you're out of sight and sound,and especially not when we both know that assumptions=bullshit.
But what I want and
need to say,is this.
For all the times when you've been there; to cheer me up,to comfort me.For all the times you never fail to inject your unusual sense of humour.For all the silly jokes,that only we understood.For all the interesting that I would never have known,if not for you telling (such enlightenment,btw:)).For all the name-calling and cursing,as a form of endearment.
And lastly,for giving me the strength,hope and faith again.
This is what love is about.
Thank you,tubby.
Do take care and know that I'll always be here.
(I love you)
{p/s} By some miracle,please see this.
♥
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
all good things
Simmer down ya'll.
I can't help it that this space is lacking of visuals and more importantly words (considering the fact that I've had alot of things coming and going).Everything's covered in plastic at home,so much so,that I have difficulty finding lingerie in the morning.The house is undergoing upgrading you see.Oh!And possible renovation.
So eversince I last blogged,these have happened.
1) trigger trip to BATAM
2) holiday in Beijing
3) Hasyim's goodbye
4) shooting in the midst of CityHall
5) started school
6) fell in love
Alot eh?But let's just ignore the last point.
Because maybe..
It was just a phase.
Maybe I'm the phase.
Maybe everything is fucked up and not as simple.
Maybe we weren't meant to be.
Maybe you've already left me.
Maybe..you never did love me in the first place.
Maybe I'm having all this shit in my head,just because you didn't reply or pick up my calls.Maybe.School would have been a drag,if not for the gang.It's because of these people that I wake up for school,despite the dead boring lectures (in which the lecturer has already blacklisted me).And I am especially thankful for the girls,the Makcik and the Webmaster:)
Oh yes.Malyna feels the same way,only because it has made her more thankful of what she has.It seems that,it's a blessing to have friends who have a shittier problem than you.Haha.You know I sayang you eh.
Time to drown in AutoCAD and emo thoughts (like you could really blame me).
Okay bye.
