amidst the clouds

♥ Saturday, June 30, 2007

11:01 PM

out without you

Adilin Ismail,you're going to be thankful that you didn't go for SWOP.

Besides getting lost and wasting money for cab fare (I found out I only had to walk a block away),there wasn't much to shove and push for.There was a reason why people didn't want to wear,what they brought,anymore.I managed to get afew but ended up still emptying my pockets..at a flea market next door:)

Managed to get a dusty blue Old Navy tunic + brown vintage Dunhill belt for just 10bucks.I swear I heard the stuff chanting my name,so I'd bring them home.But I had to constantly replay the amount I have in my savings,to block out the chanting.

Seventeen mag's editor was selling her stuff there also.

And that lucky bitch is going to California.Sometimes it pays to have gone to another country to study,doesnt it.Before she went offline,she asked how things was between me and "the malay guy?with the glasses?".I'll put it simply..

"I'm simply too tired."

♥ Friday, June 29, 2007

8:41 PM

satis-fact-tiooon

Imagine being interupted from an awfully nice nap..

Then finding that your dear classmates aren't around,what worse with your limbs being sprawled across one of LSCT's platforms.Thank God there wasn't any drooling.Yes,my classmates bully me on a daily basis.

(Mark Choo,the next time I want to borrow your comfy duffel for napping..SAY NO.)

AND OMG.

I was on Power98 today.Entered the little "Drive by" sms contest and I got myself a $50 Kelly Rowland hamper.YAY YAY YAY.I'm sorry I sound like some mountain tortoise,but it's not every day that you get to win a freaking contest on radio.Well,have you?

God's been very kind.Alhamdullilah
And it shows.It rained right after Sebastian (the DJ) called and because of that,I wasn't able to go out with you either.Could be a sign..hmmm.

Make me safe.

♥ Wednesday, June 27, 2007

11:27 PM

till the water runs dry

This is unbearable.
Craig David has the ability to make me tear.

(And obviously,the song bears significance.)

♥

9:05 PM

it's a girl thing

"Therefore,my first rule in any relationship:
Keep your mouth shut.

You never had a past.You never dated.You never slept with a guy before.You think orgasm is a germ.You can barely locate your own sex organs,much less anybody else's.You think your G-spot is a chord on your piano.Get my drift?"

- "It's a girl thing (The Hilarious Truth About Women)
by Jan King

And this,my dear girls..
should be an oath on its own.

♥

2:51 PM

beautiful letdown

AUTOCAD is boring.
I need chocolates.

Period.

♥ Monday, June 25, 2007

9:57 PM

so say we all

Who cares what "Your Horoscope" says about my compatibility with Leo males.They can be so charming,you'll end up falling in love with them anyway.But iran boy can only agree to this to a certain extent eh.

So it was ALW (appreciation of literary works) today..

The next 6weeks means that this HLM girl,will be right smacked in a river of FMS kids.For the first few moments after I stepped into class,made me realised what it was like again to be a loner.Jackie Teo (lecturer) was nice to make gesture some pep talk,but her best move was probably to split us in groups.

A woman probably in her mid-40s.Trendy but eccentric,with overly-threaded eyebrows.She's got this habit of ending her every sentence with,"Alright".And I don't know why she can't pronounce "problem" correctly (she says it as "pore-blem").Ironic eh?

And boy,getting along with mcm girls can be a chore on its own.No offence,but they (maybe not all) aren't the friendliest sort of people.BUT..I've to admit,FSV kids are cool.

By "cool"..I meant laid-back and friendly.They really don't start judging you,even though you've uttered something totally irrelevant to whatever's been mentioned.It was especially nice to be brought up to the 8th level of the block during break,whilst they chain-smoke their time away.

Another day tomorrow with the gang.
First up,fits of laughter.

♥ Sunday, June 24, 2007

10:46 PM

thanks ah

EH WTF.
I MISSED UGLY BETTY.

I swear Lucy Liu is the s.e.x

♥

10:21 PM

to infinity and beyond

Ever since when was a hard bed,suppose to actually be good for your back?SINCEBLOODYWHEN.But my mother still insisted buying anyhows,for the sake of me having one (just in time before the bloody GST hike).

Oh,I haven't told you guys.

My wardrobe's a spanking new 4-door,laminated with a black leather texture.The only ugly part about it is,my clothes having filled less than a 1/4 of it and that the other half act as store.Quite the bimbo statement that it is..but blame me not.

It's the people at work,I tell you.There's a biting frenzy going around and I've a dozen marks to prove it!Bullies.Plus,Philip's exuding this bimbotic aura to me because he thinks *puts up fake American accent* "it's loike sooo cool".HAH.But the love's around,yo.

WTF.
I think I should go sleeeeeeeep.

♥

1:40 AM

use and throw

Why we should just date and probably never get into a proper relationship,is because..

You'll never know when that boy who you thought liked you (he confessed actually),is just taking you for a ride.And by that,I meant literally as well.

Ya,I'll regret saying the above.
Later.

♥ Friday, June 22, 2007

8:25 PM

a close to perceptions

Madly typing away at bf's laptop now.Yes,apparently S&W is a whole load of business and econs (and shit),that you very much need a laptop to hold everything together.You can tell I'm awfully sour about the whole laptop thing.Blame NP for thinkng that HLM students are any different from the others.

I'm thinking of going to Mt.Faber tomorrow,but I fear getting raped with the full moon up and the stars shining ever so brightly.I'm serious.There come times when I could want something so badly,I might just forsake something else for it..something precious.

This is not a rambling either.
You just have no light to what I just said.

♥

12:22 AM

nicest damn thing

on the bf's webcam:)

me,shaz and vith

♥ Thursday, June 21, 2007

10:43 PM

there's gotta be something for my soul

All it took was fistfuls of Cadbury and I was a goner.First I was on this laughing rampage,then suddenly I took Shaz's ball-ster (blame my best friend for the mispronounciation) and collapsed.There and then,I wanted to shut my eyes and dream of Mr.Richard Gere...

You know..
I wanna go skinny-dipping.

-

Babe..
If I don't have you in this life,it doesn't matter.We both already know the truth and that's what matters.But I pray to God that I'll have you in my next one (that is,if there ever),where we'd be together..happily ever after.And yes,we'll then head into the midst of nowhere and go skinny.

I love you,
and I don't know how else to put it <3

♥ Wednesday, June 20, 2007

11:48 PM

i live to eat,that's why

What's the date today?Maybe I'll buy Seventeen tomorrow and look up at what it says about my horoscope this month.Anyway,it seems as if today marks the start of my "spree".Confidence level's gone soaring high and my ego's been given a ~~tiny~~ oomph.

On to the other spectrum of life..
(I don't know where that came from,but I'm cool like that.HAH)

What with being broke and all,I might as well go on a diet.I was rejecting everyone's offer at treating me anything,that I could stuff my face in.This,dear stranger,is unlike the Nisa everyone else knows.

Thank God for free drinks and employee meals.

♥ Tuesday, June 19, 2007

9:44 PM

yellow yellow,dirty fellow

This is random.

But I absolutely love my brother because he is so merepek.How he tells me of his silly friends,who like to be menyampah with another.How he's my partner-in-crime when we teased our dad about his "natural" hair and awful sense of humour.How he laughs his OMG-I'M-SO-FUNNY laugh.

Pantat ah he.HAHAHAHA
Yes yes,I love mummy and daddy too.

-

I need opinions.

Should I..
a) leave my hair long and curl it afterwards
or
b) rebond and cut it short

♥ Monday, June 18, 2007

12:27 AM

happy daddy's

First up.

Thank you for the awful tantrums,constant naggings,specks of advices,fixing everything that Abang can't..and the sperm.For if not,I wouldn't be what I am today and especially not here writing this:)

For a reason,I can't stop scratching.Well my limbs are covered with mosquito bites (I'm sweet,see),so that's self-explanary.But my back and face feels like as if I've got nasty ants all over,biting me to vent their fury.

Anyway,I wanna get this.

FYI: I only have $5 in my account
(go figure)

-

It wouldn't hurt if you wrote everything in laymen's term,you know.Because right now I'm unable to decipher whatever cryptic language it was that you texted.And it doesn't help that you don't want to pick up the phone to explain.I'll just have to leave it to what I do best now : Assume.

♥ Sunday, June 17, 2007

3:00 AM

figure you me out

My fingernails were so bloody filthy.They've already been scrubbed and cleaned during my shower just now,but you should have seen them.Mr Saiful would have been pleased to have the dirt underneath as specimen for Mycology class.

Plus in 2hours,if I don't sleep,I would have then not slept in 24hours.Oh,trust me..I'm tired alright.I'm probably on an average of 1word/minute,and should have my eyelids kept opened with toothpicks.

OMG.My back just.."cackled".

I'm going to sleep now.
(FUCK LA.My feet smells like as if it just decomposed.)

♥ Saturday, June 16, 2007

1:08 AM

heroes have the right to bleed

You know..I haven't seen abang or mama for days.Okay no,technically I saw her in the morning for a nanosecond or so (with half-open eyes,barely conscious).And I did talk to her just now..but *sigh*.Yeah I know,I sound like as if I'm five.

Almost end of the week now,which reminds me of the many boys I know who've sold their souls to the military.

It's Saturday already?Shit.Still not in bed when it's already 2am,will spell trouble.I've to be up in 5hours and stay up till tomorrow morning @2am.There's that awful smell of regret lingering in the air already.

And why did you just text me an 8-page text of gibberish.
WHAT THE FUCK LA.

♥ Friday, June 15, 2007

1:16 AM

god forbid

Whilst hard,cold drops of water slithered down her naked body..she looked down and gasped "My boobs just got bigger."

-

No,not real life scenario.

So settle down boys,don't get horny on me now.I'm just saying that..to have cold water running down your hot and sticky body,is orgasm on its own (pun intended).Lovely!

But you know what sucks?

1) My mouse (it's running everywhere and anywhere)
2) And the fact that I'm broke

I swear if I go through any more pages of LJ sprees and whatnot,I'd have to go to the loansharks to borrow money.And that idea is so peachy now,ain't it.OMG.Why can't those damn designers simplify everything for us,like how they do with the boys?WHY.

I feel like eating alot of food right now.
Okay shut up,Nis.

♥ Thursday, June 14, 2007

3:31 PM

picky polly pocket

There's a thing between random titles and me.

Right now,my eyelids are half open..or half close.The house reeks of that love-hate smell of paint and varnish,and I'm in need of much sleep.And I can't because I'm supposedly to take care of the house,with mummy sleeping for her night shift later and dad..well,I don't know where he went.

Excuse the rambling eh.
It's really just the weather,doggone crazy.I'd have the air-con blast(ed) at 17 degrees and it'd still be like as if I'm right under Mr Sunshine.Talk about sunny-side up.

Countdown : 36 Days till the specialest day of the year!!! says:
but yea..i have begun to love my curves in a way.
i may be kinda chunky.
but its all good. ..its in now a days.hahaha
Countdown : 36 Days till the specialest day of the year!!! says:
men are starting to prefer women with more meat
nisach says:
HAHAHHA.yeah i know
nisach says:
but big boobs can be sucha disadvantage sometimes
Countdown : 36 Days till the specialest day of the year!!! says:
i know wat u mean!!
Countdown : 36 Days till the specialest day of the year!!! says:
they get in the way..cannot wear so many things cuz the bust is too tight..cannot run without feeling wierd cuz ur boobs r going everywhere...n they just give perverted old men and foreign workers an extra thing to gawk at.
nisach says:
yaaaaaaaaaa
nisach says:
and and and...
nisach says:
they hurt so bad when pms comes
nisach says:
and when you run too much
nisach says:
GAH
Countdown : 36 Days till the specialest day of the year!!! says:
hahahaha
Countdown : 36 Days till the specialest day of the year!!! says:
i think urs r still growing or sumthing

I'm talking to nana right now. Just 36 days more.
And I think Lin can relate to the running part.

Oh heck.
I'm just gonna snooze..for awhile.

♥

2:21 AM

you stupid stupid boy

If you miss me so much..
why don't you ever call?

{edit}
I just saw the makcik's LJ.
What a coincidence..or not.
(it's quite a fact,isn't it?)
{/edit}

♥

1:30 AM

mane ade matthew?

Overdued outing pics with boys:)

Left to right:

1) they've the habit of splitting: smokers and non-smokers
2) he has the habit of offering me (being the good girl,I refused.HAH)
3) the strange.HAHA
4) i know,sepet eyes
5) my only sane picture,for the day
6) HELLO boys!
7) all together now
8) danny was all arty-farty
9) iran boy and bear (i swear their kenings are so neat.tsk)
10) they all turned gay after sheesha
11) mat likes to think that it was cool.
12) steam habis eh
13) "And the power lies within me"
14) peace,yo
15) they eventually went back to good ol' packs

Now..stop asking me for pictures and start right-clicking.
Goodnight.

♥

12:52 AM

you're all that jazz,baby

Happy 19th,MARY ANN JANELLE LEE!It's been sucha long time since all of us got together.But we hope ou know that you'd always be loved by us,bitch:) No matter how busy we are/we'll be,we'd always have that spare time for Starbucks and afew games of pool.

I'll just let the pictures do the talking okay?
(This is when I wish we had blogger-cuts.Tsk)

(me and feez re-did her hair)
nice,ain't it?:)

i can't help it that their vanilla latte is nicer
(yes,i'm sucha traitor)

And I shall end off with one question..

Why do I always get bullied?

♥ Tuesday, June 12, 2007

12:06 AM

commitment is a complication

Just because you got wasted,you want me to be there for you.Hear myself laugh about it and pretend that I'm not the least bit concern,as to why you even down-ed the 3 fucking bottles of Chivas.

You have got to be kidding me.

Where were you when my friend passed away?
He freaking died,H.You were never there,like you said you would be.It is especially when I need you most.And I'm not even asking of you as someone I love,but as my friend..my best friend.You were suppose to be my best friend.

WHAT THE FUCK OKAY.Am I suppose to get on a joyous frenzy,to celebrate that 'big feat' of yours?

Of course I miss you,stupid.
And I still love you.

But what were you expecting.
That I make a fool out of myself,by telling you all that and then what.Delude myself with the possibility that you'd come crawling back to me,instead of dutifully staying by her..?

FUCK YOU.

-

And this..
The epitome of one phone call.

♥ Monday, June 11, 2007

11:22 PM

friendly unfriendly universe

HELLO
(again)

Radio.Friendly.Unit.Shifter says:
oh
Radio.Friendly.Unit.Shifter says:
ok den
Radio.Friendly.Unit.Shifter says:
alot of pics huh
Radio.Friendly.Unit.Shifter says:
big file
nisach says:
quite ah
nisach says:
many of spontenours hsots of you people ah
Radio.Friendly.Unit.Shifter says:
hmm ok
Radio.Friendly.Unit.Shifter says:
i like u
Radio.Friendly.Unit.Shifter says:
coz i dun get wad ur saying
nisach says:
haha
nisach says:
it's nice to be gibberish isnt it
Radio.Friendly.Unit.Shifter says:
very

That somehow made me smile.I don't know why,but probably one of the nicest thing anyone's said recently..Thank you,Fadz:)

FUCK.JUST WHEN I WAS SMILING.
WHY?!

♥

2:31 PM

eat your hearts out

Okay.I've got 15mins to do this.
Hikmah's @ 9pm la.

Then again..
I'll just do it after.HEH

I'm so fucking annoying riiiiigggghhhht.

♥ Sunday, June 10, 2007

2:55 AM

guess who's back

All because of one (stupid) USB port,that I couldn't get the wireless.
SHEESH.

Haiya.

I want to blog but have you seen the time?!It's fucking 4am and I'm still up,when I should really be dreaming about..eating delicious satay (I had that dream recently where I was about to gorge on 'em satay..and some fucker just had to text me in the bloody morning!Grr).Or some other glorious food,for that matter.

Shit I'm gonna go.
I'm starting to have thoughts of ordering Macs.
(No,Nis..no.Put down the damn phone)

*stomach growls

♥ Monday, June 04, 2007

2:55 PM

exactly what do i do with you?

♥ Friday, June 01, 2007

4:24 PM

ain't no makcik

I really should watch what I say,or rather..what I write.
Because I'll never know who sees this damn thing.

random (this just came in)

WISE MAN: "Can we drink breast milk?"