♥
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
pricked by your oblivionThere you go again,stuffing yourself with all the carbos and proteins.Two freaking bowls of chicken rice,all gulped down like water.I feel lightheaded now,very light.
I don't wish to vomit.
PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME VOMIT.
You guys should watch "
Les Choristes" by Christophe Barratier.It's probably one of the most inspirational movie I've ever seen,what with the choir boys singing wonderfully composed melodies.
I need to rest.
Rest aplenty.
♥
Sunday, July 29, 2007
time after time
Across the shadowed green meadow,
I lay in wait.
Till the dawn breaks
and my lover a breath away.
We'll then dance amongst the stars;
Shiny as they are,
blessing us with specks of stardust
of love and more.
And when the time comes,
it'll all stop and fade.
But for what it's worth,
it was almost like heaven..so,pretty.
♥
Saturday, July 28, 2007
shit happensProbably the last time I'm ever going to have the Murtabak Chicken at Zam zam's.Or at least before I head home,a trip to the toilet for some massive emptying of the bowels.
Bloody hell.
And work later.
Hopefully that won't be much of a shit either.
EDIT/
This is so funny.ROFL
♥
Friday, July 27, 2007
rainbow loveThere was an evaluation form to be filled this morning,on our Ento lecturer.She sucks (period).Mr Saiful has my sympathy,where without him..the whole cohort would probably get retained because of that
one module.He shortened the field trip today as well,which is why he's our favourite.Lame,but still favourite.
Afterwards was lunch @ LJS,where we did what we do best.
1) Everyone in,GZ out 2) Everyone in,Ina's boobs in 3) GZ gave up,being at the back
Elfie and Ina then went to the toilet..but.
1) they got me a cake! 2) an ice cream cake,from swensens:) 3) yes,i had difficulty
clockwise (from extreme left): MJ,GZ,Elfie,Ben,Mark,Ina,me,Jonathan
not in picture: Iqbal and IdWhat I did to deserve friends like these,I don't know.I love them to bits and pieces and appreciate every damn thing that they've done (paper printing/photocopying,helping with autocad,catching of stupid bugs,sharing of movies and food etc) and no words could amount as to how much I do.Thank you God,for having me met them.
The cookies and cream was scrumptiously good,it being my third cake (first 2 from feez; 1 slice of marble cheesecake and a choc cupcake).Again,thank you loves.
That's a cherry stalk knot,which I managed to tie solely with my tongue.
According to Ina's friend,that's suppose to mean that you're a good kisser.
I'd have to agree:)Shaz and Sav:
I'm sorry for canceling today,and still not have gotten down to spending a birthday's day with you two yet.Promise we'll meet up soon.
-
Baby,today marks another chapter
♥
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
don't matter,'cos i got youMy thanks to all for the wishes.The gang for their little celebrat-y gestures.To my family,thank you for the dinner and for amusing me in such a way that no one else would ever (my brother's slipper broke today!haha).And especially,my bfs for the snippets of suprises they had in store.Now I'm stocked with everything chocolate-y.Yes,thank you to
you as well.
I love you all.
Always.
♥
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
friends forever
I can't thank you guys enough.
Love,always :)
EDIT/ I just saw
Ina's blog.What can I say?"Great minds think alike."
♥
Sunday, July 22, 2007
through the mosaic glass
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY FARHAN!Yes,it' awfully late:(
(Too many babies in July)
And I freaking fell today.
I don't know how tar could possibly turn into oil,but it did today.Wearing a pair of pretty worn-out slippers,doesn't help either ya know.Someone remind me to buy a new pair,please.
Other than that,my ex called.
He probably just wanted to hear of how I'm still not attached,then gloating and laughing in my bloody ear.But being the ignorant and hopeless romantic that I am,I'd like to think that he called..because a) he really cared as to whether I was dead/alive/single/attached or b) he missed me and wished so much that his girlfriend was like me.
Yeap,he's atttached.
ALW's gonna be held in the midst of fishmongers and bargain-hunting aunties tomorrow.How that's inspiration for a short story,baffles me.I think it's only because Jackie Teo can relate to the people there.Heh:)
(I'm so tired and lazy to watch Ugly Betty.)
♥
Saturday, July 21, 2007
'little brother' luckDouble cheeseburger and blueberry bagel.
That's all it was since morning,I might as well go on a damn diet la.I hate how periods can get me so frustrated sometimes,how it spoils my love affair with food.
And I miss you.
(Stupid period.)
♥
everything falls back into place,naturallyLike she never left for the States in the first place.We're all at Shaz's; Nana's persuading Jared to come over for dinner/supper,while me is..well,here(:
Shaz's sis is singing Fergie's "Big Girls Don't Cry".
How cute.
♥
rockafellaHow you manage not to feel insulted/used/lousy/(all of the above) is beyond me.Because if the boy that I'm head over heels with is muttering and wailing about some other bitch,I would go berserk.Like really.
You really do love me,don't you.
♥
they say friends,we say sistersFeez:
I met her today at the flight of stairs,outside her house.Except there wasn't any
masak-
masak,or stealing of 'utensils and food' going around.Just comfy-chatting.Hope you liked the Caramel Macchiato (and I'm sorry I didn't call/text when I got home).
Shaz:
I didn't see her,but I heard her voice.Good enough,seeing how we haven't met for donkey years.It wasn't the usual
uno minute thing,where one of us would usually have to rush off somewhere.
I love you two <3
♥
Thursday, July 19, 2007
truth; another lieWhy do you always have to torture yourself like that?
Stop all this crap about how you've found the wrong person,how you wish you won't so tangled up in this mess,how you want to turn back time and not have to make a fucking decision.Stop asking me how the guy/s are different from you,when you already know the answer to that.
You really wanna know?
(FUCK.I hope you read this.)
No one would be able to match up to you.And I feel fucking sorry for myself,to have allowed you burrow through my heart and never had the fucking decency to cover it back up.What's even more pathetic is justifying my every tear and praying that tomorrow I won't be doing the same.You were the one who left,for fuck's sake.So why the fuck should I be the one crying and wishing that you would fucking leave her for me.
"We'll be okay."
HAH.
EDIT/ My brother just told me that my hair looks like shit.Yes,he shares the same sentiments as I do.That's why I'm off to the hairdresser (who uses this word anymore),as soon as my damn period finishes.
♥
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
vanilla lattes and chocolates
That..and the best friends.
So near,yet so far.
♥
Saturday, July 14, 2007
not the easiest person to loveTwo chapters of Biochem and already my brain's fried.Speaking of fried,I haven't had dinner and my stomach's growling.So for the sake of it all,I'll make this real quick.
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY CLARENCE LEOW!
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY HATTA TAHA!(The few people who you would actually wanna have your eyes feast on.EH!I just realised that they were both prom kings,for their respective cohorts
I digress.Okay chill.
1) Clarence's birthday @ Wheelock's Fish &Co. yesterday
2) sinful Seafood platter (**I WANT TO GO THERE AGAIN FOR MY BIRTHDAY**)
3) finally saw
my Melvyn Martin Chong.
yesh,they're all 1 point -> 3subpoints..boy,am i irrtating.
4) pay's gone (300++)
5) but another LIME flea market tomorrow!!
6) I wonder if I can borrow from Mummy......
7) Nana's going to be back in 7days
8) eh!there's a syarahan downstairs
9) i'm hungry la!and no one's home:(
10) Crap,I need to piss.Again.
OKAY BYE.
♥
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
lovers or friends110707.
There was something about it I didn't like.
And true enough,things fell apart.
♥
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
where the remote takes meIs it blogger or is it me?I can't seem to fill in my title box,which is annoying when you've already got the habit of labeling your every post (why are your eyebrows raised?).Another annoying thing is having coughed air and saliva out,just so you'd properly breathe again.
Yes,it's been a couple of nights already.
Nyeh.
My main motive here..is actually to pass the 15mins till I plonk down my ass on the sofa.This whilst having me eyes set on all the intricate details of the victim and crime scene.I don't like the other versions,just Las Vegas please (it's more than the cabaret girls and Grissom's odd sense of humour).After that would be Criminal Minds.
I'm really considering going into forensics.
♥
Sunday, July 08, 2007
clouds above my head
Once bitten,twice shy.
What about thrice?
♥
where's that zen aura
TWO days of bloody outbreak.All it took was a plate of penang kway teow and afew hours behind on sleep.
Bloody hell,TWO.Plus,whoever bloody said anything about fruits benefiting us in dietary fibre,ought to do his research again.It only left me days of gastic pangs and trouble shitting.
Double whammy.
And I needneedneed a boy who's good with his hands.
I'll leave that to your imagination.
♥
Friday, July 06, 2007
cupid chokeholdToday was a crazy whirlwind of emotions.From my face spelling out "dejected",or as
Jon said it anyway,to stoning and emo then laughing mad like no tomorrow (sidetrack: eh it rhymes ah).And I
elegantly fell off a damn chair just now,fault lying with my lazy bumbum.
Other than that,we did roleplay in Chitra's class.Which I now have to admit..isn't as bad as Mrs Choo,who teaches us Entomology.Just so you know,it's the study of insects.And if you're wondering what's the relation,then that makes you and everyone in class (that,or they're just ignorant).
She really needs a hearing aid.
Period.
-
Babe,
Thanks for accompanying me to dinner and insisting to send me home (which isn't exactly the shortest of distance from your place).But whatever happened today..
Please don't query.
Because I don't know; I'm unsure.It's happened over and over again,that I hardly know what's really true and what's just "routine".You're nice and that's really vague,but it's the best I can come up with right now.Trust is too much of a risk.
But for what it's worth,I enjoyed it.
Thank you.
Y Nis
♥
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
laughter's the best medicineWhat could possibly be worse than cabbing to school,you say.It would have to be cabbing to school,
during peak hours and via espressways with
ERP.And that is what exactly happened this morning.My face was as black as charcoal,my classmates can justify for it.
Other than that and Chitra's lecture (which I've yet to digest),the day was all about being merry.This is how we spend our 3hr breaks..
After making our tummies happy,we buy
more food.Then crash the studio,or any other room (preferably,with a projector).One of the guys plugs in his laptop/iPod,we choose what movie we want to watch..
Then sit back and relax.
(And boy,do we really relax.)
If disturbing others with the volume wasn't enough..we had all taken chairs to rest our feet and had laughed,like the room's been filled with laughing gas.Did I mention also the part where some of the movies just aren't "G-friendly"?
We ought to be slapped.NOT.
Blame the lecture from 9-11am,every Tuesday.
And whilst braiding the
Makcik's hair in the bus,I found a..'bruising'.If it's one thing I learned today,is never tell
Ben such a thing.He had casually announced it to everyone else.But god,was it hilarious:)
You know,I've found a new love.
Contemporary dance.
What I'd give,to dance like that.
OHHHHH.CSI TIME.
♥
Monday, July 02, 2007
what's going onGreat.
I can't breathe properly.
♥
repressive expression
"
Kesian anak mama.
Kene belajar kat kitchen..
but ape nak buat.
Haven't buy study table eh."
Yup,my mum's cute like that (other than being shorter than me).Like she was refering,my closest form of comfort whilst studying is in the kitchen.Only because a) I do not have a study table and b) the only place to sit comfortably is at the dining table.
Ah vell.
So Jackie Teo gave us a test just now.
Just with the fact that "you may go as soon as you finish",I love her.And I'd hardly call it a test,really.It was quite self-expressive,with context to whatever we learnt earlier.A little tongue-in-cheek,references,personal encounters..voila.
-
{edit}
Why the fuck do I care so much.
WHY.
{/edit}
♥
snippet sorrowIt's the same damn thing over and over again.All's well when you
don't call,but when you actually do..my eyes threaten to fill buckets.I'm running out of tears,so please press 'stop' already.
Too early for any mention of anything pertaining to my birthday (23days!),but already I want to wish for something.It's been said that if you say your wish,it wouldn't come true.Maybe I'd partly want that to happen,maybe.But right now,I wish..
There'd be someone else.
Fuck.
♥
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
pricked by your oblivionThere you go again,stuffing yourself with all the carbos and proteins.Two freaking bowls of chicken rice,all gulped down like water.I feel lightheaded now,very light.
I don't wish to vomit.
PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME VOMIT.
You guys should watch "
Les Choristes" by Christophe Barratier.It's probably one of the most inspirational movie I've ever seen,what with the choir boys singing wonderfully composed melodies.
I need to rest.
Rest aplenty.
♥
Sunday, July 29, 2007
time after time
Across the shadowed green meadow,
I lay in wait.
Till the dawn breaks
and my lover a breath away.
We'll then dance amongst the stars;
Shiny as they are,
blessing us with specks of stardust
of love and more.
And when the time comes,
it'll all stop and fade.
But for what it's worth,
it was almost like heaven..so,pretty.
♥
Saturday, July 28, 2007
shit happensProbably the last time I'm ever going to have the Murtabak Chicken at Zam zam's.Or at least before I head home,a trip to the toilet for some massive emptying of the bowels.
Bloody hell.
And work later.
Hopefully that won't be much of a shit either.
EDIT/
This is so funny.ROFL
♥
Friday, July 27, 2007
rainbow loveThere was an evaluation form to be filled this morning,on our Ento lecturer.She sucks (period).Mr Saiful has my sympathy,where without him..the whole cohort would probably get retained because of that
one module.He shortened the field trip today as well,which is why he's our favourite.Lame,but still favourite.
Afterwards was lunch @ LJS,where we did what we do best.
1) Everyone in,GZ out 2) Everyone in,Ina's boobs in 3) GZ gave up,being at the back
Elfie and Ina then went to the toilet..but.
1) they got me a cake! 2) an ice cream cake,from swensens:) 3) yes,i had difficulty
clockwise (from extreme left): MJ,GZ,Elfie,Ben,Mark,Ina,me,Jonathan
not in picture: Iqbal and IdWhat I did to deserve friends like these,I don't know.I love them to bits and pieces and appreciate every damn thing that they've done (paper printing/photocopying,helping with autocad,catching of stupid bugs,sharing of movies and food etc) and no words could amount as to how much I do.Thank you God,for having me met them.
The cookies and cream was scrumptiously good,it being my third cake (first 2 from feez; 1 slice of marble cheesecake and a choc cupcake).Again,thank you loves.
That's a cherry stalk knot,which I managed to tie solely with my tongue.
According to Ina's friend,that's suppose to mean that you're a good kisser.
I'd have to agree:)Shaz and Sav:
I'm sorry for canceling today,and still not have gotten down to spending a birthday's day with you two yet.Promise we'll meet up soon.
-
Baby,today marks another chapter
♥
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
don't matter,'cos i got youMy thanks to all for the wishes.The gang for their little celebrat-y gestures.To my family,thank you for the dinner and for amusing me in such a way that no one else would ever (my brother's slipper broke today!haha).And especially,my bfs for the snippets of suprises they had in store.Now I'm stocked with everything chocolate-y.Yes,thank you to
you as well.
I love you all.
Always.
♥
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
friends forever
I can't thank you guys enough.
Love,always :)
EDIT/ I just saw
Ina's blog.What can I say?"Great minds think alike."
♥
Sunday, July 22, 2007
through the mosaic glass
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY FARHAN!Yes,it' awfully late:(
(Too many babies in July)
And I freaking fell today.
I don't know how tar could possibly turn into oil,but it did today.Wearing a pair of pretty worn-out slippers,doesn't help either ya know.Someone remind me to buy a new pair,please.
Other than that,my ex called.
He probably just wanted to hear of how I'm still not attached,then gloating and laughing in my bloody ear.But being the ignorant and hopeless romantic that I am,I'd like to think that he called..because a) he really cared as to whether I was dead/alive/single/attached or b) he missed me and wished so much that his girlfriend was like me.
Yeap,he's atttached.
ALW's gonna be held in the midst of fishmongers and bargain-hunting aunties tomorrow.How that's inspiration for a short story,baffles me.I think it's only because Jackie Teo can relate to the people there.Heh:)
(I'm so tired and lazy to watch Ugly Betty.)
♥
Saturday, July 21, 2007
'little brother' luckDouble cheeseburger and blueberry bagel.
That's all it was since morning,I might as well go on a damn diet la.I hate how periods can get me so frustrated sometimes,how it spoils my love affair with food.
And I miss you.
(Stupid period.)
♥
everything falls back into place,naturallyLike she never left for the States in the first place.We're all at Shaz's; Nana's persuading Jared to come over for dinner/supper,while me is..well,here(:
Shaz's sis is singing Fergie's "Big Girls Don't Cry".
How cute.
♥
rockafellaHow you manage not to feel insulted/used/lousy/(all of the above) is beyond me.Because if the boy that I'm head over heels with is muttering and wailing about some other bitch,I would go berserk.Like really.
You really do love me,don't you.
♥
they say friends,we say sistersFeez:
I met her today at the flight of stairs,outside her house.Except there wasn't any
masak-
masak,or stealing of 'utensils and food' going around.Just comfy-chatting.Hope you liked the Caramel Macchiato (and I'm sorry I didn't call/text when I got home).
Shaz:
I didn't see her,but I heard her voice.Good enough,seeing how we haven't met for donkey years.It wasn't the usual
uno minute thing,where one of us would usually have to rush off somewhere.
I love you two <3
♥
Thursday, July 19, 2007
truth; another lieWhy do you always have to torture yourself like that?
Stop all this crap about how you've found the wrong person,how you wish you won't so tangled up in this mess,how you want to turn back time and not have to make a fucking decision.Stop asking me how the guy/s are different from you,when you already know the answer to that.
You really wanna know?
(FUCK.I hope you read this.)
No one would be able to match up to you.And I feel fucking sorry for myself,to have allowed you burrow through my heart and never had the fucking decency to cover it back up.What's even more pathetic is justifying my every tear and praying that tomorrow I won't be doing the same.You were the one who left,for fuck's sake.So why the fuck should I be the one crying and wishing that you would fucking leave her for me.
"We'll be okay."
HAH.
EDIT/ My brother just told me that my hair looks like shit.Yes,he shares the same sentiments as I do.That's why I'm off to the hairdresser (who uses this word anymore),as soon as my damn period finishes.
♥
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
vanilla lattes and chocolates
That..and the best friends.
So near,yet so far.
♥
Saturday, July 14, 2007
not the easiest person to loveTwo chapters of Biochem and already my brain's fried.Speaking of fried,I haven't had dinner and my stomach's growling.So for the sake of it all,I'll make this real quick.
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY CLARENCE LEOW!
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY HATTA TAHA!(The few people who you would actually wanna have your eyes feast on.EH!I just realised that they were both prom kings,for their respective cohorts
I digress.Okay chill.
1) Clarence's birthday @ Wheelock's Fish &Co. yesterday
2) sinful Seafood platter (**I WANT TO GO THERE AGAIN FOR MY BIRTHDAY**)
3) finally saw
my Melvyn Martin Chong.
yesh,they're all 1 point -> 3subpoints..boy,am i irrtating.
4) pay's gone (300++)
5) but another LIME flea market tomorrow!!
6) I wonder if I can borrow from Mummy......
7) Nana's going to be back in 7days
8) eh!there's a syarahan downstairs
9) i'm hungry la!and no one's home:(
10) Crap,I need to piss.Again.
OKAY BYE.
♥
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
lovers or friends110707.
There was something about it I didn't like.
And true enough,things fell apart.
♥
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
where the remote takes meIs it blogger or is it me?I can't seem to fill in my title box,which is annoying when you've already got the habit of labeling your every post (why are your eyebrows raised?).Another annoying thing is having coughed air and saliva out,just so you'd properly breathe again.
Yes,it's been a couple of nights already.
Nyeh.
My main motive here..is actually to pass the 15mins till I plonk down my ass on the sofa.This whilst having me eyes set on all the intricate details of the victim and crime scene.I don't like the other versions,just Las Vegas please (it's more than the cabaret girls and Grissom's odd sense of humour).After that would be Criminal Minds.
I'm really considering going into forensics.
♥
Sunday, July 08, 2007
clouds above my head
Once bitten,twice shy.
What about thrice?
♥
where's that zen aura
TWO days of bloody outbreak.All it took was a plate of penang kway teow and afew hours behind on sleep.
Bloody hell,TWO.Plus,whoever bloody said anything about fruits benefiting us in dietary fibre,ought to do his research again.It only left me days of gastic pangs and trouble shitting.
Double whammy.
And I needneedneed a boy who's good with his hands.
I'll leave that to your imagination.
♥
Friday, July 06, 2007
cupid chokeholdToday was a crazy whirlwind of emotions.From my face spelling out "dejected",or as
Jon said it anyway,to stoning and emo then laughing mad like no tomorrow (sidetrack: eh it rhymes ah).And I
elegantly fell off a damn chair just now,fault lying with my lazy bumbum.
Other than that,we did roleplay in Chitra's class.Which I now have to admit..isn't as bad as Mrs Choo,who teaches us Entomology.Just so you know,it's the study of insects.And if you're wondering what's the relation,then that makes you and everyone in class (that,or they're just ignorant).
She really needs a hearing aid.
Period.
-
Babe,
Thanks for accompanying me to dinner and insisting to send me home (which isn't exactly the shortest of distance from your place).But whatever happened today..
Please don't query.
Because I don't know; I'm unsure.It's happened over and over again,that I hardly know what's really true and what's just "routine".You're nice and that's really vague,but it's the best I can come up with right now.Trust is too much of a risk.
But for what it's worth,I enjoyed it.
Thank you.
Y Nis
♥
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
laughter's the best medicineWhat could possibly be worse than cabbing to school,you say.It would have to be cabbing to school,
during peak hours and via espressways with
ERP.And that is what exactly happened this morning.My face was as black as charcoal,my classmates can justify for it.
Other than that and Chitra's lecture (which I've yet to digest),the day was all about being merry.This is how we spend our 3hr breaks..
After making our tummies happy,we buy
more food.Then crash the studio,or any other room (preferably,with a projector).One of the guys plugs in his laptop/iPod,we choose what movie we want to watch..
Then sit back and relax.
(And boy,do we really relax.)
If disturbing others with the volume wasn't enough..we had all taken chairs to rest our feet and had laughed,like the room's been filled with laughing gas.Did I mention also the part where some of the movies just aren't "G-friendly"?
We ought to be slapped.NOT.
Blame the lecture from 9-11am,every Tuesday.
And whilst braiding the
Makcik's hair in the bus,I found a..'bruising'.If it's one thing I learned today,is never tell
Ben such a thing.He had casually announced it to everyone else.But god,was it hilarious:)
You know,I've found a new love.
Contemporary dance.
What I'd give,to dance like that.
OHHHHH.CSI TIME.
♥
Monday, July 02, 2007
what's going onGreat.
I can't breathe properly.
♥
repressive expression
"
Kesian anak mama.
Kene belajar kat kitchen..
but ape nak buat.
Haven't buy study table eh."
Yup,my mum's cute like that (other than being shorter than me).Like she was refering,my closest form of comfort whilst studying is in the kitchen.Only because a) I do not have a study table and b) the only place to sit comfortably is at the dining table.
Ah vell.
So Jackie Teo gave us a test just now.
Just with the fact that "you may go as soon as you finish",I love her.And I'd hardly call it a test,really.It was quite self-expressive,with context to whatever we learnt earlier.A little tongue-in-cheek,references,personal encounters..voila.
-
{edit}
Why the fuck do I care so much.
WHY.
{/edit}
♥
snippet sorrowIt's the same damn thing over and over again.All's well when you
don't call,but when you actually do..my eyes threaten to fill buckets.I'm running out of tears,so please press 'stop' already.
Too early for any mention of anything pertaining to my birthday (23days!),but already I want to wish for something.It's been said that if you say your wish,it wouldn't come true.Maybe I'd partly want that to happen,maybe.But right now,I wish..
There'd be someone else.
Fuck.
