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♥ Thursday, December 16, 2004
11:30 AM

i loved you.i actually did.and for once,i felt whole.
you made me feel special,like as if we were the only ones around.like Adam and Eve.
you were the look who changed me.my perspective of life.
when i first found you,it was your determination to live on that attracted me.

now look darling.what's happened now?
what's happened to you.why to you?us....
where did the one i love go to?how did he become like this?

all these time..i was fooling myself.lying to myself.
"the person i loved never existed".deep down i loved you.still.
the wounds will never be scars and heal.never.
and a question will never be answered."did you ever once loved me?"

now that you're gone,i hope you'd change.for the better.
and that you'd return,wanting to start anew.
i'll be praying for you.praying that you'd want to change.
it's because i care.not because i love you.or is it?