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Sunday, July 31, 2005
PISSING OFF would be goodDear mister _______,
Do NOT say anything.Do NOT do anything.Because they'll just be meaningless.NO WAIT.You hardly even say a word or do anything.
And that's the bloody problem.I swear I'd shoot you for that if it wasn't sinful or illegal.
I'm assuming that you felt obliged to meet that day.I'm assuming that you sympathise with me.I'm assuming that you actually don't give a rat's ass about me,or anything else pertaining me.Yes,as much as i loathe it,I'm filled with assumptions.Because mister..that's the
only thing I CAN do.
ASSUME.
It's not as if I forced you.A 'No' would have been good,saving the plastic smiles.I'd rather you just came up saying "Fuck off",than you pretend as if I still meant something(or anything for that matter).You could have lived your life and I could pretend as if you already migrated
or died,leaving both of us happy.At least,for you.
Why leave me pondering what's the aftermath gonna be like?Maybe this is one-sided you say,but it's not as if I didn't ask your opinion.I DID.I've lost count of the number of times,that multiplying my toes and fingers by 65749746132481348732,wouldn't be enough.
I have not forgiven myself for what I did to you and am clueless as to whether you've done that.But if this is sweet revenge for you,then begone.I got hurt as well and you're just rubbing salt into the wound.THANKYOUVERYMUCH.I tried to make up for it,but it's oblivious to you.Now,I'm at the brink of
fill-in-the-blank.I'm wasting my precious time on someone,who finds it oh-so-hard to acknowledge me.It should have been given to those,who love and appreciate me.It's time to shut my gap and piss off,and pray that you come to around.And maybe say something.
Yours truly,
tha vain Selfless
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I always wonder what it'd be like..
To be able to sleep amongst the clouds.
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Sunday, July 31, 2005
PISSING OFF would be goodDear mister _______,
Do NOT say anything.Do NOT do anything.Because they'll just be meaningless.NO WAIT.You hardly even say a word or do anything.
And that's the bloody problem.I swear I'd shoot you for that if it wasn't sinful or illegal.
I'm assuming that you felt obliged to meet that day.I'm assuming that you sympathise with me.I'm assuming that you actually don't give a rat's ass about me,or anything else pertaining me.Yes,as much as i loathe it,I'm filled with assumptions.Because mister..that's the
only thing I CAN do.
ASSUME.
It's not as if I forced you.A 'No' would have been good,saving the plastic smiles.I'd rather you just came up saying "Fuck off",than you pretend as if I still meant something(or anything for that matter).You could have lived your life and I could pretend as if you already migrated
or died,leaving both of us happy.At least,for you.
Why leave me pondering what's the aftermath gonna be like?Maybe this is one-sided you say,but it's not as if I didn't ask your opinion.I DID.I've lost count of the number of times,that multiplying my toes and fingers by 65749746132481348732,wouldn't be enough.
I have not forgiven myself for what I did to you and am clueless as to whether you've done that.But if this is sweet revenge for you,then begone.I got hurt as well and you're just rubbing salt into the wound.THANKYOUVERYMUCH.I tried to make up for it,but it's oblivious to you.Now,I'm at the brink of
fill-in-the-blank.I'm wasting my precious time on someone,who finds it oh-so-hard to acknowledge me.It should have been given to those,who love and appreciate me.It's time to shut my gap and piss off,and pray that you come to around.And maybe say something.
Yours truly,
tha vain Selfless
