♥
Saturday, October 29, 2005
I'm a very gay person today:)
After-effect of Geylang mania.I just typed a chunk of me being irritated at the start of the day.Then I realised it was too whiny.So yes,forget that.
Basically,I did a wee bit of shopping today.I got..
1) the 3 for $10 long earrings
2) a purple bohemian skirt
3) the jap balls,which was also on my cousin's mind
4)
kerepek (crackers)
5) supper (even though I had teh-o ice)
Bought paint for the door and my brother's room has been cleared.We threw like 4bags of rubbish (think the black thrash bag).So today was a very accomplished day.Tomorrow would be more shopping,especially my need for new shoes.And also my room that has yet to be cleared.On top of that,there's studying to be done as well.So everyone..wish me luck.
Been so occupied that I haven't seen my darlings for sooo long.
I miss shaz.
I miss maryann.
I miss the clique.
I miss melv.
I miss alot of people.
I miss you
♥
Thursday, October 27, 2005
I was going through my past entries yesterday and it made be all disgusted with myself.Why?For being so whiny and sounding so annoyingly childish.And so i've deleted those entries,which shouldn't have been typed in the first place.This goes especially in the month of June and August.If you're too dumb/outdated/i-just-couldn't-be-bothered,it was because of two
(insert whatever names here).
I've been thinking of the people around me.
Make that..I've been thinking about
the friends around me..
I shan't write further.Because with or without something being written,everyone would just be assuming.
AND SCREW YOU FOR PRETENDING.
On a much lighter note,
Mum's getting off early from work tomorrow,meaning shopping and some quality time.I'll smile now.
♥
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
having been to the salon today,i feel like chomp chomp-ing on my hair.because it smells deliciously good!
but i'm sulking..
because i was not fated to keep my prettily straightened hair,due to the outrageous downpour.it was so bad that i was soaked knee high (even with an umbrella,which i borrowed from the salon) and get this..water came rushing into the single-decked bus i was in and water filled the steps!
that was how bad the flooding was in
bedok.
i feel like a prune in
kueh lapis prune.okay,bad analogy.i'm wrapped with layers of clothing,even after having a very good hot shower.one will never appreciate a good shower,unless one is caught in a very bad thunderstorm.brrrrrr
i don't know what's overcome me.it's probably just the phase.but i miss you.and when i start thinking about you,i wish you'd at least say Goodbye.
you silence kills,boy.
♥
ooohhhh the pain.
i've tired legs and an aching back.
ooohhhh the DRAMA,nis.
i was suppose to go for maths tuition today but i didn't,because i overslept.also,besides the fact that i went to shaz's house to buke,terawih @ darul aman and went to bazaar for awhile..
I PRETTY MUCH DID NOTHING TODAY.which is VERY bad.
i've got a gazillion things to be done,to occupy myself with..yet i feel all i-don't-feel-like-doing-anything.i've said countless times of how i'd occupy myself and get things done and to keep my mind of issues.yet nothing much has been done even though my mind's off
afew issues.
look at my entries.
i even bore myself with them.there just isn't anything left to update since everything's so routine(though i like that routine that i have with mary ann).i need a little drama in my life,especially when i'm in the phase.
hmm.maybe i should get a fling.anyone willing?
RIGHT BALLS.
and my dear darling mary ann has a friend,who has this idea as to what a good fling is.
he said one to make out and have sex with.someone tell me that's soooo not true and that's soooo wrong.i do know that it's that,i just need someone to agree with me and then i can go "HAH" in mary ann's face.kidding babe:)
anyway i'm off to study.
YES STUDY,YOU BITCH.goodnight.
taggers;
mary ann; you mean YOUR sayang.AND I WANT POOL!
xx roostar; lapak?then my problem..?heh.
shaza; everyone else too.heh.
tasha; YA HI!
pzyko; of course i <3 you.heh.and messing people's boards ought to be certified as a hobby.dum dee dum
♥
Monday, October 24, 2005
my eyes are half closed,
i am half dead.and it's gonna rain.
now everyone say "rannnnndommmmm".
yes.i love you too.
♥
Sunday, October 23, 2005
mary ann can now be my spokeswoman, since whatever she just tagged(on the prac exam) is the same as what i wanted to say.so anyhows..
i had my break fast @bugisBanquet on friday with my jbs friends.
(visuals)walked around bugis village a little with raidah,huda,khairiah and rizal(who joined us afterwards after hana&bf left us).raidah got her earrings and then we sat at ljs for awhile.at 9.30,everyone but me headed home.wanan know where i went?
i went to town.yes.in my BAJU KURUNG.heh.met mary ann,amanda,isk,rizan and syaf.talked cock and took pictures till about 11.then..i headed home.in the bus,i found out that one of my friends had cabbed home from town.could ahve gotten a free ride back.anyway,a picture of the 3gurlies.
I JUST TOLD YOU ALL A VERY DETAILED DAY!
I
NEVER DO THAT. (cue to gasp)
life's been quite interesting these days and believe it or not..i've the urge to make my house pretty pretty now.also meaning that i've the urge for
spring cleaning.smiles.
okay.that's all kiddies.
♥
Thursday, October 20, 2005
this is what happens when you take your science pratical exam,with a lack of shut-eye..
vertical=x-axisand i only realised it 5hours later,when shaz and i were comparing our answers.you guys must all either be laughing or cursing.i also think my chem answer is wrong,since everyone seem to get a something nitrate.me?i got lead(II) chloride.YAYNESS.
ah vell.
i've still got a shot at MCQ & paper2 and the rest of my other papers to achieve that targeted L1R4.OKAY.i'm trying to make myself feel better since points-at-you would only "help" by laughing/cursing/both.
and and anddd..
i had chocolate eclaire and snickers today!!!so,
HIGH sugar level=HYPER NIS.
taggers;
shazawani; YAY!like finallyyyyy
mary ann; thank you for annoucing my utter dumbness.
♥
i was so afraid i couldn't wake up for my sci prac.but guess what..i woke up at 9!
why?because i didn't have my beauty sleep due to the many smses i received and to the alarm of my phone AND another alarm(which my mum had placed on my bed,without me knowing).so much for mummy-i'm-scared-i-can't-wake-up-tomorrow.then again,i'm up up and ready with thanks to all who've wished me luck.i've to be at KC @ 11.15 and will be there in a jiffy since it's so near my house.dum dee dum.so i'm just here,to waste a wee bit of time.anyhows...
EVERYONE ELSE TAKING THEIR SCI PRAC,
GOOOOOD LUUUUUCK x)
♥
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
i hate saying this..
but i still do ponder about
you.
what did you all expect from a self-forced closure.then again,i could blame the mundane days and lonely nights.or me (in case you didn't realise,this is the cue for you to slap me).i've no utter urge to study.i think i should do the loner thing again.does anyone have a mp3 i could borrow.how would i pay for your kindness you ask?if i get A's,i would give you credits.doesn't that sound sooo fab?
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
this is not good.
i think it's time to sink into my pretty little world.NOW.
♥
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
to
fahimahabdulrahim:
since you're oh-so-blur..this is er,simpler version."-_-
did i just do that?
anyhows,
this was to tell you how much i love you and how much i care for you.my actions might say otherwise though.only because there are some issues that are holding me back.that is why i've to talk.thoroughly.so yes.
i hope to see you soon,so that we could both clear the issues.
to
my "sayang",i hope you're feeling better.you know i'm neither too far nor too busy for you.i'd be right here if you need a listening ear.hugs&kisses.
taggers;
weiqi; heckno.i've my house to clean and o's to study for
pzyko; pictures?no nice ones la and i'm VERY SHY.hrhr.
xx roostar; thank you for telling everyone my new nick.tsk.
♥
Saturday, October 15, 2005
i feel uber
gooooooooooooooooooood.1)my walls are so prettaye after having a new face
2)i had fun whilst spring cleaning with my fam
3)helped out a little at terawih
4)went to geylang and had a heavy supper after terawih(think 2 pratas + 2 teh ice)
5)i'm on the verge of forgetting him.
tomorrow would be another day of spring cleaning and somehow i can't wait.i've got the urge to study and make my house the most pretty place ever.everyone must think i'm crazy.i think i am too.ah vell.it is only once in awhile that i'm crazy right?HAH.
anyway i love every single one of you okay?
HUGS& KISSES.
♥
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
it is time for me to move on.in fact,i don't even know why i fret over issues pertaining him.he doesn't care and to him,i don't pretty much exist.he's good at this game and i put up my white flag.i'd leak my brain's juices if i think any further and my heart will be covered in scars and patches.i'd waste too many tears anyhows.
okay.so i've been going out with my "sayang" and you're bloody BAD INFLUENCE.tsk.i ought to study since i have 3 more bloody weeks till i'm doomed to write shitass nonsense to go to poly(please pray i do).i want to do fucking well and will rush through the subs,so that it will stay in my fucking head.with all that 'fucks' in my speech,thank goodness i'm not fasting(because i'm having my off-days).
so everyone..
you can either date me now for the fun,laughter,peace and joy.
or,date me the weeks after either to study or to buka.
DATE ME.DATE ME.DATE ME.
and hug me.i want to be sooooo fucking okay.
taggers;
lisa; yes.i know i can count on you.
sweetkisses; will you come to school?
weiqi; when i find one that's perfect or close to that,i'll tell you:)
♥
i can't wait to say..
how wonderful of an asshole you've become.
and you said you and your friends would never have toyed with girls.a big HAH to that balls!
♥
Monday, October 10, 2005
i'm not mentally stable enough to be given the title,"i'm okay".i don't know anymore and i just want to be locked up in a dark room,with Ashanti playing.why her?because i like her songs la..DUH.
WAIT.I KNOWW.i want him to say "fuck off".why?because at least i know he doesn't want me around.okay.this is utter fucken rubbish.
CLOSE THE FUCKING WINDOW NOWWWWWW!
♥
Saturday, October 08, 2005
so i changed my skin.but it wasn't because i hit another disaster point in my life.though the 2 idiots who were online with me,would probably think otherwise.
khairul,i would have loved to use your new skin..but it didn't suit my current state.neitehr am i in love.so yes.
by the way people,melodramatic post.please beware.
because i had my screws unscrewd my two idiots online yesterday,who also made me think about my Arsehole friend..i went around the society of blogs and tagged with a bitchy tone.well at least it sounded kinda bitchy,if you are those who get offended easily.it was harmless.then again,if you're mad at me for such tags..i don't really care.
my mind is like everywhere.my feelings everywhere.i just would like to be bitchy now and act as if i don't care,though the fact is that somehow i do.i just am out o fmy mind and am very prone to moodswings.stay away from me if you're the lighthearted sort.
don't blame now if you're angry,you idiot.I WARNED YOU.tsk.
taggers;
weiqi; all i'm doing now is trying to ignore him.and thank you darling.you're linked by the way.
danny; i'm sure i missed tons of fun.
feeza; thanks babe.changed your url but i can't seem to tag on your blog.ah vell.please take care.will see you soon.
made; thank you.credits always goes to the maker though.
♥
Thursday, October 06, 2005
the following para is mind-numbing.
i didn't go for my english p2 today because i felt like utter crap after an overdosage of shut-eye.that paper also makes the prelims officially over.i do not have school tomorrow and next monday,this i have mentioned.i just saw a streak of lightning.the past 3 days have been monotonous,with a few rounds of pool smacked in between.
is your mind still okay?if you continue,do not sue me for brain damage.other than that,i've been thinking.
it's sad really.having you around or not,doesn't make much of a difference.it's been 2weeks and i don't know what to call you.2 weeks ago,i didn't believe the "i don't have anymore feelings for you" or the "i don't fucking care anymore".now?
i do.
your actions didn't add up to your words but i've finally figured things out.your words,you meant.your actions,was done out of lust.i also figured out how much i don't deserve this,even though i was the one who somehow started this bloody love epic.i've said my expression of regret and tried to make up but obviously,you're not buying.and i'm wondering why.because you're protecting your heart?or are you just seeking vengence?whatever it is you're doing,you're doing it well.VERY WELL.
i won't want you to come back,not until i've healed and have absolutely nothing close to that thing you call infatuation.you don't drain my brain only ya know.this sounds corny..but you drain my heart as well.thankyouverymuch.
you've a forked tongue,boy.
so go.
taggers;
weiqi; finally you've a blog.and thank you.
sweetkisses; i'm lost at that.
sheenaaa-; all the same to you,hon.
khairul; you're welcome and visited.
anonymous; i was caught between an 'A' and a 'M' but then i looked at "kick your arses".so i picked 'M'.thank you VERY MUCH for abandoning me.tsk.
eLya; i would have remembered you if maybe you name wasn't elya.
♥
Monday, October 03, 2005
1. life's been the routine,besides heading to town 3days STRAIGHT.ngah.
2. prelims starts today.
3. puasa starts on wednesday.
4. i've got break on friday and next monday:)
5. 1 week of no call/message to my Arsehole Friend.and counting.
okayyyy.
lame post,dull life.HAPPY?
at least dull until night fall.
taggers;
lisa; awww dahlingggg.i love you so.always.SMOOCH.
HAFIZ: and tag you have,mr K.
♥
Saturday, October 29, 2005
I'm a very gay person today:)
After-effect of Geylang mania.I just typed a chunk of me being irritated at the start of the day.Then I realised it was too whiny.So yes,forget that.
Basically,I did a wee bit of shopping today.I got..
1) the 3 for $10 long earrings
2) a purple bohemian skirt
3) the jap balls,which was also on my cousin's mind
4)
kerepek (crackers)
5) supper (even though I had teh-o ice)
Bought paint for the door and my brother's room has been cleared.We threw like 4bags of rubbish (think the black thrash bag).So today was a very accomplished day.Tomorrow would be more shopping,especially my need for new shoes.And also my room that has yet to be cleared.On top of that,there's studying to be done as well.So everyone..wish me luck.
Been so occupied that I haven't seen my darlings for sooo long.
I miss shaz.
I miss maryann.
I miss the clique.
I miss melv.
I miss alot of people.
I miss you
♥
Thursday, October 27, 2005
I was going through my past entries yesterday and it made be all disgusted with myself.Why?For being so whiny and sounding so annoyingly childish.And so i've deleted those entries,which shouldn't have been typed in the first place.This goes especially in the month of June and August.If you're too dumb/outdated/i-just-couldn't-be-bothered,it was because of two
(insert whatever names here).
I've been thinking of the people around me.
Make that..I've been thinking about
the friends around me..
I shan't write further.Because with or without something being written,everyone would just be assuming.
AND SCREW YOU FOR PRETENDING.
On a much lighter note,
Mum's getting off early from work tomorrow,meaning shopping and some quality time.I'll smile now.
♥
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
having been to the salon today,i feel like chomp chomp-ing on my hair.because it smells deliciously good!
but i'm sulking..
because i was not fated to keep my prettily straightened hair,due to the outrageous downpour.it was so bad that i was soaked knee high (even with an umbrella,which i borrowed from the salon) and get this..water came rushing into the single-decked bus i was in and water filled the steps!
that was how bad the flooding was in
bedok.
i feel like a prune in
kueh lapis prune.okay,bad analogy.i'm wrapped with layers of clothing,even after having a very good hot shower.one will never appreciate a good shower,unless one is caught in a very bad thunderstorm.brrrrrr
i don't know what's overcome me.it's probably just the phase.but i miss you.and when i start thinking about you,i wish you'd at least say Goodbye.
you silence kills,boy.
♥
ooohhhh the pain.
i've tired legs and an aching back.
ooohhhh the DRAMA,nis.
i was suppose to go for maths tuition today but i didn't,because i overslept.also,besides the fact that i went to shaz's house to buke,terawih @ darul aman and went to bazaar for awhile..
I PRETTY MUCH DID NOTHING TODAY.which is VERY bad.
i've got a gazillion things to be done,to occupy myself with..yet i feel all i-don't-feel-like-doing-anything.i've said countless times of how i'd occupy myself and get things done and to keep my mind of issues.yet nothing much has been done even though my mind's off
afew issues.
look at my entries.
i even bore myself with them.there just isn't anything left to update since everything's so routine(though i like that routine that i have with mary ann).i need a little drama in my life,especially when i'm in the phase.
hmm.maybe i should get a fling.anyone willing?
RIGHT BALLS.
and my dear darling mary ann has a friend,who has this idea as to what a good fling is.
he said one to make out and have sex with.someone tell me that's soooo not true and that's soooo wrong.i do know that it's that,i just need someone to agree with me and then i can go "HAH" in mary ann's face.kidding babe:)
anyway i'm off to study.
YES STUDY,YOU BITCH.goodnight.
taggers;
mary ann; you mean YOUR sayang.AND I WANT POOL!
xx roostar; lapak?then my problem..?heh.
shaza; everyone else too.heh.
tasha; YA HI!
pzyko; of course i <3 you.heh.and messing people's boards ought to be certified as a hobby.dum dee dum
♥
Monday, October 24, 2005
my eyes are half closed,
i am half dead.and it's gonna rain.
now everyone say "rannnnndommmmm".
yes.i love you too.
♥
Sunday, October 23, 2005
mary ann can now be my spokeswoman, since whatever she just tagged(on the prac exam) is the same as what i wanted to say.so anyhows..
i had my break fast @bugisBanquet on friday with my jbs friends.
(visuals)walked around bugis village a little with raidah,huda,khairiah and rizal(who joined us afterwards after hana&bf left us).raidah got her earrings and then we sat at ljs for awhile.at 9.30,everyone but me headed home.wanan know where i went?
i went to town.yes.in my BAJU KURUNG.heh.met mary ann,amanda,isk,rizan and syaf.talked cock and took pictures till about 11.then..i headed home.in the bus,i found out that one of my friends had cabbed home from town.could ahve gotten a free ride back.anyway,a picture of the 3gurlies.
I JUST TOLD YOU ALL A VERY DETAILED DAY!
I
NEVER DO THAT. (cue to gasp)
life's been quite interesting these days and believe it or not..i've the urge to make my house pretty pretty now.also meaning that i've the urge for
spring cleaning.smiles.
okay.that's all kiddies.
♥
Thursday, October 20, 2005
this is what happens when you take your science pratical exam,with a lack of shut-eye..
vertical=x-axisand i only realised it 5hours later,when shaz and i were comparing our answers.you guys must all either be laughing or cursing.i also think my chem answer is wrong,since everyone seem to get a something nitrate.me?i got lead(II) chloride.YAYNESS.
ah vell.
i've still got a shot at MCQ & paper2 and the rest of my other papers to achieve that targeted L1R4.OKAY.i'm trying to make myself feel better since points-at-you would only "help" by laughing/cursing/both.
and and anddd..
i had chocolate eclaire and snickers today!!!so,
HIGH sugar level=HYPER NIS.
taggers;
shazawani; YAY!like finallyyyyy
mary ann; thank you for annoucing my utter dumbness.
♥
i was so afraid i couldn't wake up for my sci prac.but guess what..i woke up at 9!
why?because i didn't have my beauty sleep due to the many smses i received and to the alarm of my phone AND another alarm(which my mum had placed on my bed,without me knowing).so much for mummy-i'm-scared-i-can't-wake-up-tomorrow.then again,i'm up up and ready with thanks to all who've wished me luck.i've to be at KC @ 11.15 and will be there in a jiffy since it's so near my house.dum dee dum.so i'm just here,to waste a wee bit of time.anyhows...
EVERYONE ELSE TAKING THEIR SCI PRAC,
GOOOOOD LUUUUUCK x)
♥
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
i hate saying this..
but i still do ponder about
you.
what did you all expect from a self-forced closure.then again,i could blame the mundane days and lonely nights.or me (in case you didn't realise,this is the cue for you to slap me).i've no utter urge to study.i think i should do the loner thing again.does anyone have a mp3 i could borrow.how would i pay for your kindness you ask?if i get A's,i would give you credits.doesn't that sound sooo fab?
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
this is not good.
i think it's time to sink into my pretty little world.NOW.
♥
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
to
fahimahabdulrahim:
since you're oh-so-blur..this is er,simpler version."-_-
did i just do that?
anyhows,
this was to tell you how much i love you and how much i care for you.my actions might say otherwise though.only because there are some issues that are holding me back.that is why i've to talk.thoroughly.so yes.
i hope to see you soon,so that we could both clear the issues.
to
my "sayang",i hope you're feeling better.you know i'm neither too far nor too busy for you.i'd be right here if you need a listening ear.hugs&kisses.
taggers;
weiqi; heckno.i've my house to clean and o's to study for
pzyko; pictures?no nice ones la and i'm VERY SHY.hrhr.
xx roostar; thank you for telling everyone my new nick.tsk.
♥
Saturday, October 15, 2005
i feel uber
gooooooooooooooooooood.1)my walls are so prettaye after having a new face
2)i had fun whilst spring cleaning with my fam
3)helped out a little at terawih
4)went to geylang and had a heavy supper after terawih(think 2 pratas + 2 teh ice)
5)i'm on the verge of forgetting him.
tomorrow would be another day of spring cleaning and somehow i can't wait.i've got the urge to study and make my house the most pretty place ever.everyone must think i'm crazy.i think i am too.ah vell.it is only once in awhile that i'm crazy right?HAH.
anyway i love every single one of you okay?
HUGS& KISSES.
♥
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
it is time for me to move on.in fact,i don't even know why i fret over issues pertaining him.he doesn't care and to him,i don't pretty much exist.he's good at this game and i put up my white flag.i'd leak my brain's juices if i think any further and my heart will be covered in scars and patches.i'd waste too many tears anyhows.
okay.so i've been going out with my "sayang" and you're bloody BAD INFLUENCE.tsk.i ought to study since i have 3 more bloody weeks till i'm doomed to write shitass nonsense to go to poly(please pray i do).i want to do fucking well and will rush through the subs,so that it will stay in my fucking head.with all that 'fucks' in my speech,thank goodness i'm not fasting(because i'm having my off-days).
so everyone..
you can either date me now for the fun,laughter,peace and joy.
or,date me the weeks after either to study or to buka.
DATE ME.DATE ME.DATE ME.
and hug me.i want to be sooooo fucking okay.
taggers;
lisa; yes.i know i can count on you.
sweetkisses; will you come to school?
weiqi; when i find one that's perfect or close to that,i'll tell you:)
♥
i can't wait to say..
how wonderful of an asshole you've become.
and you said you and your friends would never have toyed with girls.a big HAH to that balls!
♥
Monday, October 10, 2005
i'm not mentally stable enough to be given the title,"i'm okay".i don't know anymore and i just want to be locked up in a dark room,with Ashanti playing.why her?because i like her songs la..DUH.
WAIT.I KNOWW.i want him to say "fuck off".why?because at least i know he doesn't want me around.okay.this is utter fucken rubbish.
CLOSE THE FUCKING WINDOW NOWWWWWW!
♥
Saturday, October 08, 2005
so i changed my skin.but it wasn't because i hit another disaster point in my life.though the 2 idiots who were online with me,would probably think otherwise.
khairul,i would have loved to use your new skin..but it didn't suit my current state.neitehr am i in love.so yes.
by the way people,melodramatic post.please beware.
because i had my screws unscrewd my two idiots online yesterday,who also made me think about my Arsehole friend..i went around the society of blogs and tagged with a bitchy tone.well at least it sounded kinda bitchy,if you are those who get offended easily.it was harmless.then again,if you're mad at me for such tags..i don't really care.
my mind is like everywhere.my feelings everywhere.i just would like to be bitchy now and act as if i don't care,though the fact is that somehow i do.i just am out o fmy mind and am very prone to moodswings.stay away from me if you're the lighthearted sort.
don't blame now if you're angry,you idiot.I WARNED YOU.tsk.
taggers;
weiqi; all i'm doing now is trying to ignore him.and thank you darling.you're linked by the way.
danny; i'm sure i missed tons of fun.
feeza; thanks babe.changed your url but i can't seem to tag on your blog.ah vell.please take care.will see you soon.
made; thank you.credits always goes to the maker though.
♥
Thursday, October 06, 2005
the following para is mind-numbing.
i didn't go for my english p2 today because i felt like utter crap after an overdosage of shut-eye.that paper also makes the prelims officially over.i do not have school tomorrow and next monday,this i have mentioned.i just saw a streak of lightning.the past 3 days have been monotonous,with a few rounds of pool smacked in between.
is your mind still okay?if you continue,do not sue me for brain damage.other than that,i've been thinking.
it's sad really.having you around or not,doesn't make much of a difference.it's been 2weeks and i don't know what to call you.2 weeks ago,i didn't believe the "i don't have anymore feelings for you" or the "i don't fucking care anymore".now?
i do.
your actions didn't add up to your words but i've finally figured things out.your words,you meant.your actions,was done out of lust.i also figured out how much i don't deserve this,even though i was the one who somehow started this bloody love epic.i've said my expression of regret and tried to make up but obviously,you're not buying.and i'm wondering why.because you're protecting your heart?or are you just seeking vengence?whatever it is you're doing,you're doing it well.VERY WELL.
i won't want you to come back,not until i've healed and have absolutely nothing close to that thing you call infatuation.you don't drain my brain only ya know.this sounds corny..but you drain my heart as well.thankyouverymuch.
you've a forked tongue,boy.
so go.
taggers;
weiqi; finally you've a blog.and thank you.
sweetkisses; i'm lost at that.
sheenaaa-; all the same to you,hon.
khairul; you're welcome and visited.
anonymous; i was caught between an 'A' and a 'M' but then i looked at "kick your arses".so i picked 'M'.thank you VERY MUCH for abandoning me.tsk.
eLya; i would have remembered you if maybe you name wasn't elya.
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Monday, October 03, 2005
1. life's been the routine,besides heading to town 3days STRAIGHT.ngah.
2. prelims starts today.
3. puasa starts on wednesday.
4. i've got break on friday and next monday:)
5. 1 week of no call/message to my Arsehole Friend.and counting.
okayyyy.
lame post,dull life.HAPPY?
at least dull until night fall.
taggers;
lisa; awww dahlingggg.i love you so.always.SMOOCH.
HAFIZ: and tag you have,mr K.