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♥ Friday, December 02, 2005
3:05 PM

have i mentioned before how loneliness & boredom can really get to me?well it does.then they make me think of all the unnecessary,afterwards twisting them into stupid/brain-stopping/nonsensical pieces of mind-written words in my head.

conclusion:
previous post was a SHITLOAD OF CRAP,
written by yours truly.
you're a sucker if you believe all the parts after the first para about dad.

i've been having my fun with shopping and spending quality time with family.mum and i are strengthening the bond,seeing the other in another light.

However,
i've lost part soul and i've come to start thinking of YOU.you even haunt me in my sleep,boy.the last time this happened to me..well,it wasn't happily ever after. do i still love you?
Will it even matter?NO.

because i don't know who you are.
who you were..
when we got to know each other.
when we got together.
when we broke up.
when we tried being friends.
when we became mere acquaintances.
even now.

because it'll only be disastrous.
lies.
empty promises.
manipulated love.
heartbreak after heartbreak.


i only wish there was a different you.