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♥ Friday, March 31, 2006
11:26 PM

I don't see why you're so judgemental on everything I do or say.Like,do I really need a reason to not publish the blog?Stop assuming that I've issues just because I tend to do something out of the ordinary,or when it's really out of the blue.Maybe it's because I'm eccentric or maybe I just needed a change.NOT because I've bloody issues.

Maybe you're the one with issues,girl.Why is,him not ever changing for the better(at least for now),so oblivious to you?I mean I know you love him(notice the lack of past tense),but it's not as if you weren't constantly a victim of his pathetic sexual needs of the opposite sex.Then again,love IS sadly blind.

I really wonder whether you actually find that EU thing useful.I wonder whether you're dillusional about it all.If it really works,well..it'd just be more obvious.And no,I don't think you're more matured.More practical and realistic,maybe.Matured,no.

This is why I wouldn't wanna publish.You'd probably not accept it and bear a grudge for the wrong reason.You're right(refer to Maryann's tagboard).This is sad.

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On a very much lighter note,best friend and I had a really good talk today.I guess for a moment(okay I'm telling a fib) or many,I've doubted our friendship.I thought that we were all living it up for the status.That it was a little fascade that had happened,to assure that everyone's little bubble wouldn't burst.Just another thing to make someone happy.

Guess she has matured in her own little way and I'm merely quite oblivious to her growing up.Also because of her not displaying her maturity,or so she says.Anyhows,it was good that I met up with her just now.Realised how much I can actually relate to her,even though not totally.How much as well I missed us fooling around and laughing at the smallest of issues.

She also reminded me of :
1) How great Ben was.At one point of time.
2) How ugly Asyraf is(and that I probably went for him for his "charm").


{p/s}I'm sorry for all the brackets after every saying.I guess I'm not good with description and anything to do with adjectives and nouns.