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♥ Tuesday, March 14, 2006
8:45 PM

It was all wrong for me to actually think for a moment that,there maybe hope.I forgot that there wasn't any base of mutual infatuation to even start it off with.

He asked me something that I couldn't really answer.All I came up with was "doesn't matter.it's not as if there's gonna be a proper relationship betwen us."He asked me what I wanted from him and it was then that I realise,that I've been thinking too much about what he might want and never pondered much about what I wanted.-shrugs-

Well,I really hope he'd "find a nice girl" and "just have a lovely relationship".This self-inflicted pain was nice while it lasted and somehow,I wouldn't mind doing again.It's nice being a weird kid.

Oh yeah.Don't bother asking me what happened.Apparently,I've come to find out that I suck tremendously at telling detailed conversations.So in the end,it'd all be a shitload of mambo-jumbo.Let's just say..

It's all over now.

random:
Do people really care about what our MSN nicks are?I ought to be more careful now,shouldn't I?Yeah right balls.