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Monday, March 13, 2006
I've gone past that phase of self-pity,which didn't hurt as bad as most of you think it would.But really,would it hurt to have a little bit of self-pity once in awhile?Somtimes I think we need a little bit of something bad to make ourself better.Then again,maybe it's just me and how I deal in order to 'boost the self-esteem'.
I've also found it bloody cliche and a bore when someone comes and tell me about how I should leave the ex-boyfriend.How I should ill-treat him for all the,what Ash calls it,mental torture.How I should just walk out on him because he's just taking me for granted.The odds are probably only 1 out of 10 people,who actually told me something like "Just have fun,babe".For that,I've to thank Adilin Ismail.
Yes,it's somewhat hurting.Yes,I'd probably be letting him take me for granted.
Yes,it sucks bad.But you know what?Maybe that's just what I needed to hear.
Someone to tell me that it's okay if i were to choose the other way.There isn't really a right or a wrong,isn't it?I've heard too much of the negativity,that it seems so bloody wrong to just turn the other way and actually just go with it (whatever the relationship is called).Just actually,ya know,have fun.
Life's been a monotonous piece of crap,till lately.It just makes me feel like..I'm in touch with it now.I just think life should be anything,but boring.
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Have I mention that I've found difficulty in relating to someone (or anyone for that matter)?
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I always wonder what it'd be like..
To be able to sleep amongst the clouds.
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Monday, March 13, 2006
I've gone past that phase of self-pity,which didn't hurt as bad as most of you think it would.But really,would it hurt to have a little bit of self-pity once in awhile?Somtimes I think we need a little bit of something bad to make ourself better.Then again,maybe it's just me and how I deal in order to 'boost the self-esteem'.
I've also found it bloody cliche and a bore when someone comes and tell me about how I should leave the ex-boyfriend.How I should ill-treat him for all the,what Ash calls it,mental torture.How I should just walk out on him because he's just taking me for granted.The odds are probably only 1 out of 10 people,who actually told me something like "Just have fun,babe".For that,I've to thank Adilin Ismail.
Yes,it's somewhat hurting.Yes,I'd probably be letting him take me for granted.
Yes,it sucks bad.But you know what?Maybe that's just what I needed to hear.
Someone to tell me that it's okay if i were to choose the other way.There isn't really a right or a wrong,isn't it?I've heard too much of the negativity,that it seems so bloody wrong to just turn the other way and actually just go with it (whatever the relationship is called).Just actually,ya know,have fun.
Life's been a monotonous piece of crap,till lately.It just makes me feel like..I'm in touch with it now.I just think life should be anything,but boring.
{p/s}
Have I mention that I've found difficulty in relating to someone (or anyone for that matter)?
