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Monday, April 03, 2006
Everyday,we sin.Ya Allah,forgive us.
(I fear for saying things wrongly and for that,Ya Allah..Please forgive me.)
Islam is the most glorious thing on this planet,even though I've yet to master even the basics.I'm terrified of no other but the All Mighty and the Afterlife.This is quite out of the ordinary,isn't it?Well I just finished a "debate" with my cousin,Arif.
Started out with him telling me of how inappropriate my "
perangai" was,as told by relatives.Also the issue,was me not wearing the
tudung.So there he went telling me it's not this life that counts,but the Afterlife.That I agree.He went on and on,as if interrogating me for this crime of not using the
tudung.
Well,it's not a crime.It is afterall a
sin.
I don't purposely sin and this does not apply technically.I wouldn't mind at all wearing it now,but I'd just be lying to myself.It's as simple as "I'm not ready",yet so hard to explain.I don't expect anyone to understand,really.In the first place,explaining to someone wouldn't matter.For one,it's because it's between me and The Merciful.Everyone's accounted accordingly to their own actions and responsibilities.
In this case,my reason for not wearing is my lack of
iman.I've yet to even perfect the basics such as the obligatory 5 prayers.I also do not wish to be those girls who wear,not because of Him but for the sake of wearing it.I'm no one to say because no one is perfect andby not wearing,I am sinning.But I know God would understand,wouldn't he?I pray that one day,I'd be a good
muslimah and may that day come soon.
Insya'allah.Ya Allah,help me.Give me
hidayah,the guidance and the strength.Distant me away from all evil and sins.You Are My Saviour.Ya Allah,please also forgive my parents,my relatives,my friends and all
muslimin and
muslimah around the world.Only You Almighty,can help them.Ya Allah,help us all.
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Monday, April 03, 2006
Everyday,we sin.Ya Allah,forgive us.
(I fear for saying things wrongly and for that,Ya Allah..Please forgive me.)
Islam is the most glorious thing on this planet,even though I've yet to master even the basics.I'm terrified of no other but the All Mighty and the Afterlife.This is quite out of the ordinary,isn't it?Well I just finished a "debate" with my cousin,Arif.
Started out with him telling me of how inappropriate my "
perangai" was,as told by relatives.Also the issue,was me not wearing the
tudung.So there he went telling me it's not this life that counts,but the Afterlife.That I agree.He went on and on,as if interrogating me for this crime of not using the
tudung.
Well,it's not a crime.It is afterall a
sin.
I don't purposely sin and this does not apply technically.I wouldn't mind at all wearing it now,but I'd just be lying to myself.It's as simple as "I'm not ready",yet so hard to explain.I don't expect anyone to understand,really.In the first place,explaining to someone wouldn't matter.For one,it's because it's between me and The Merciful.Everyone's accounted accordingly to their own actions and responsibilities.
In this case,my reason for not wearing is my lack of
iman.I've yet to even perfect the basics such as the obligatory 5 prayers.I also do not wish to be those girls who wear,not because of Him but for the sake of wearing it.I'm no one to say because no one is perfect andby not wearing,I am sinning.But I know God would understand,wouldn't he?I pray that one day,I'd be a good
muslimah and may that day come soon.
Insya'allah.Ya Allah,help me.Give me
hidayah,the guidance and the strength.Distant me away from all evil and sins.You Are My Saviour.Ya Allah,please also forgive my parents,my relatives,my friends and all
muslimin and
muslimah around the world.Only You Almighty,can help them.Ya Allah,help us all.
